Lin Xue sat cross-legged on the worn carpet of Chen Yu’s dorm room, a forgotten cup of cooling jasmine tea at her elbow. The late afternoon sun slanted through the dusty blinds, striping the cluttered desk with gold. She had come over to surprise him with his favorite snacks, but he was held up at a last-minute group meeting. Bored, she had opened his laptop to browse for a movie to watch together.
The screen glowed, showing a perfectly ordinary desktop: folders for classes, a shortcut to a game launcher, a few PDFs. She clicked idly through his downloads folder out of habit, looking for nothing in particular. That was when she noticed it—a folder named simply “backup,” tucked between a thesis draft and a collection of memes. The name was too generic, too deliberately anonymous. Something about it made her hand pause.
She double-clicked. The folder opened to reveal dozens of subfolders, each labeled with a girl’s name. Some she recognized. One was hers.
Her heart gave a small, confused thump. She clicked on her own name.
The folder contained over a hundred video files. Thumbnails showed women—some she didn’t know, others she vaguely recognized from campus—in various states of undress, posed in humiliating positions, often with men whose faces were obscured. The titles were clinical, almost depraved: “wife shared with neighbor,” “girlfriend gangbang,” “cuckold cream pie.”
Her breath caught. She scrolled down, eyes scanning frantically. There were compilations, animated loops, screenshots from what looked like chat rooms. The word “cuckold” appeared again and again, a dark thread woven through every file name.
A cold, metallic taste spread across her tongue. She minimized the folder and stared at the desktop, her mind reeling. That word. That strange, obsessive genre. She had stumbled across it once in a late-night internet rabbit hole, clicked away in disgust. But here it was, lovingly organized, hidden inside her boyfriend’s computer.
Her fingers trembled as she took a sip of the now-tepid tea. The liquid felt thick in her throat.
Slowly, fragments of recent memories began to reassemble themselves in a new, unsettling pattern. The way Chen Yu had started whispering things in bed—not romantic things, but questions. “Would you ever let someone else watch us?” he had murmured last week, his voice low and strained, his hands gripping her hips a little too hard. She had laughed it off, thinking it was a clumsy attempt at dirty talk. Then there was the time he had pressed her to tell him about the guys who stared at her on the bus, his eyes gleaming with something she couldn’t name. And the night he had suggested she wear a shorter skirt to a party, claiming it was “just because she looked pretty in it.”
At the time, she had attributed it all to a new phase in their sex life—an exploration of kink, perhaps, a sign of trust. Now, the pieces clicked together with sickening clarity.
He wasn’t just into sharing fantasies. He wanted to see her possessed.
A surge of nausea rose in her throat, followed by a wave of something colder: a strange, dark curiosity. She should confront him. She should demand an explanation, pack her things, walk out. That was what a normal girlfriend would do. But as she sat there, the afternoon shadows lengthening across the floor, she felt something else stir—a perverse need to test the theory, to see if her suspicion was true.
She heard his key in the lock.
Chen Yu stepped inside, shrugging off his jacket, a tired smile on his face. “Hey, love. Sorry I’m late. The meeting ran forever.” He dropped his bag by the desk and leaned down to kiss her forehead. His eyes flicked to the laptop, still open. “Find anything good to watch?”
“Not yet,” she said, her voice remarkably steady. She closed the laptop gently. “I was just thinking.”
“About what?” He settled onto the bed, stretching his arms above his head.
She turned on the carpet to face him, her heart hammering against her ribs. She chose her words with care. “You know Zhang Lei from the basketball team? He’s been messaging me again. Wants to take me out for coffee.”
She watched his face. For a split second—so brief she almost missed it—something flickered in his eyes. It wasn’t jealousy. It wasn’t anger. It was a quick, hungry flash of excitement, there and gone like the glint off a knife. Then his expression smoothed into mild concern.
“That guy? He’s persistent, isn’t he?” Chen Yu’s voice was light, controlled. “What did you tell him?”
“I said I had a boyfriend,” she replied, studying him. “But he keeps pushing.”
He shrugged, too casually. “Well, if he’s being annoying, just ignore him. Or—you know—you could always play along for a bit. See what he wants. Might be funny.”
The words hung in the air between them. The blood in Lin Xue’s veins felt cold and alive at the same time. She forced a smile. “Maybe I will.”
Chen Yu’s lips curved into a smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes. He reached over and squeezed her hand. “Whatever you think is best, babe. I trust you completely.”
But as she looked into his face, she saw the truth written in the tightness around his jaw, in the way his fingers lingered on her skin a second too long. He trusted her to play the part he had always wanted her to play. And deep down, she realized with a strange, thrilling horror, she wasn’t sure she wanted to refuse.