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The sun hung low over the rolling peaks of the Central Plains, casting long shadows across the jagged ridgelines that cradled the Cloud Derivation Sect. Deep wi
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章节 1

The sun hung low over the rolling peaks of the Central Plains, casting long shadows across the jagged ridgelines that cradled the Cloud Derivation Sect. Deep within these mountains, far from the clamor of mortal kingdoms and the bustling halls of greater immortal sects, the sect stood as a hidden sanctuary—a place where few dared to tread and fewer still understood.

The cultivation world of the Central Plains was a vast tapestry of competing powers. Imperial dynasties stretched across fertile valleys and sprawling plains, their rulers governing millions of subjects with iron decrees and lavish courts. Yet these mortal kingdoms held no authority over the immortal sects that dotted the landscape like scattered stars. The great sects—the Azure Heaven Pavilion, the Eternal Flame Valley, the Celestial Sword Monastery—each commanded reverence and fear, their cultivators wielding powers that could level cities and reshape mountains. But beneath this grand hierarchy, there existed smaller, stranger enclaves, hidden from the eyes of the powerful, nurturing secrets that would shake the foundations of the cultivation world itself.

The Cloud Derivation Sect was one such enclave.

Nestled deep within a shrouded valley of the Central Mountains, the sect was barely a speck on the maps of the knowledgeable. Its gates were simple stone pillars worn smooth by centuries of mist and rain. Its halls were sparse, built from ancient timber and pale jade that seemed to absorb the moonlight rather than reflect it. Fewer than a dozen disciples walked its paths, and the world beyond its borders had long forgotten its existence. Yet within those silent walls, a peculiar and exacting tradition held sway.

Every disciple of the Cloud Derivation Sect was a man. Every disciple was also a Pure Yin Body—a rare and coveted constitution in the cultivation world, one that granted immense sensitivity to yin energy but left its bearer vulnerable to yang influences. The sect's founder, a figure of myth and mystery, had discovered an ancient scripture known as the *Yin Scripture*, a text of profound depth and unsettling power. For generations, the disciples of the sect had cultivated this forbidden art, their bodies and souls shaped by its influence in ways both beautiful and terrible.

The result was a congregation of men who appeared more like ethereal maidens than warriors of the dao. Their features were delicate, their skin pale and flawless as polished jade. Their bodies were slender and lithe, with narrow shoulders, supple waists, and subtle curves that defied nature's expectations. Their chests bore a slight rise, firm yet soft to the touch, while their hips curved gently outward, extending into long, graceful legs. Their countenances were a symphony of contradictions—cold and distant, yet suffused with a haunting, almost bewitching allure that could unsettle the strongest of wills. They were men, unmistakably so in essence, yet their forms spoke a language of feminine grace that left onlookers breathless and confused.

And none embodied this paradox more perfectly than Su Muli.

Su Muli was the sect master of Cloud Derivation, a man of twenty-seven years who had ascended to leadership at an age that would have been considered precocious in any other sect. His cultivation was profound, his presence commanding, his will as unyielding as the mountain peaks that surrounded his home. He governed his disciples with stern discipline and cold efficiency, his words sharp as winter winds, his gaze cutting through pretense like a blade through silk. There was no warmth in his demeanor, no softness in his heart—only the relentless pursuit of the dao and the secrets hidden within the *Yin Scripture*.

Yet his appearance told a different story entirely.

Su Muli's face was a masterpiece of nature's cruelest irony. His features were arrestingly beautiful—a perfect oval framed by cascading ink-black hair that fell to his waist, straight and lustrous as a waterfall of midnight silk. His eyes were long and narrow, tilted upward at the corners like the wings of a crane, their irises a deep, luminous amber that seemed to glow with inner fire. His nose was slender and straight, his lips full and naturally red, their curve hinting at a perpetual, knowing pout. His skin was pale as fresh snow, impossibly fine, so smooth that light seemed to slide across its surface without resistance. When he moved, his robes—always white, always immaculate—flowed around him like morning mist, accentuating the subtle yet unmistakable contours of his body.

His shoulders were narrow, his waist so slender that a man's hands could encircle it with ease, his chest betraying a gentle, firm swell that strained against the fabric of his inner robe. His hips curved outward in a soft but pronounced arc, leading to buttocks that were round and firm, high and taut, with a shape that seemed designed to draw the eye and hold it captive. His legs were long and shapely, tapering to narrow ankles and delicate feet. Every line of his body whispered of feminine grace, every movement a dance of ethereal beauty, every glance a seduction he neither intended nor desired.

But beneath this exterior lay a heart of tempered steel. Su Muli had long ago learned to hate his reflection, to despise the weakness that his form represented, to wield it as a weapon and armor all at once. He had cultivated ruthlessness alongside his cultivation, forging his spirit into a blade that could cut through any temptation, any desire, any threat. His disciples feared and respected him in equal measure, knowing that their ethereal master was far more dangerous than his appearance suggested.

Yet even the sharpest blade has its hidden flaws, and the *Yin Scripture* held secrets that Su Muli could not ignore.

The scripture was the sect's greatest treasure and its deepest shame. Generation after generation, the disciples of Cloud Derivation had cultivated it faithfully, believing it to be a legitimate path to immortality, a method of refining yin energy into pure spiritual power. They had accepted the changes it wrought upon their bodies as the price of enlightenment, embracing their strange beauty as a mark of their dedication to the dao.

But the truth was far darker than any of them had imagined.

Su Muli had discovered the truth in fragments, piecing together ancient texts and forbidden records left behind by a predecessor who had ventured too far and returned broken. The *Yin Scripture* was not a complete cultivation method. It was a single volume—the cauldron's volume—of a paired dual cultivation technique. It was a manual designed for furnace vessels, for those who would serve as the yin receptacle in a ritual of mutual cultivation. It transformed the body into a vessel, a cauldron, a receptacle designed to receive and refine yang energy from a dominant partner. It was a technique for subservience, for surrender, for being used.

Su Muli's hands trembled as he closed the ancient text for the first time, the truth settling into his bones like frost. His disciples, his sect, his own body—all were products of a technique designed to make them prey. And the only way to understand the full scope of this betrayal, to perhaps find a way to reverse or transcend it, was to trace the scripture to its source.

The *Yin Scripture* had first appeared in the Barbarian Black Domain.

The Barbarian Black Domain was a land of legend and terror, a vast, untamed wilderness that lay beyond the borders of the Central Plains. It was a realm of monstrous beasts, savage tribes, and laws that defied the understanding of civilized cultivators. The few maps that existed were riddled with warnings and half-truths, depicting a territory where the very qi of heaven and earth was wild and untamable. It was said that the natives of this land—the black-skinned warriors who called themselves the Children of the Dark Sun—were hostile to all outsiders, but held particular enmity for the men of the Central Plains.

Su Muli had heard the warnings. He had read the reports, the accounts of merchants and adventurers who had ventured into the Black Domain and returned with tales of horror and loss. He had listened to his elders, his advisors, his most trusted disciples, all of whom begged him to abandon this foolish quest. "The Black Domain will devour you, Master," they had said. "Your cultivation means nothing there. Your beauty will be your undoing. Stay, and let the past remain buried."

But Su Muli could not let the past remain buried. The *Yin Scripture* whispered to him every night, its secrets a torment and a temptation. He had to know. He had to understand. And so, on a moonless night when the clouds hung low over the mountains, he left his sect behind—a note, a seal, and a promise to return—and set out alone for the Barbarian Black Domain.

The journey took weeks. He traveled through the outer provinces of the Central Plains, passing through bustling cities and quiet villages, his beauty drawing stares and murmurs wherever he went. He wore simple traveling robes and kept his face veiled, but even so, men and women alike paused to watch him pass, their gazes lingering on the curve of his hips, the sway of his waist, the soft glow of his skin. He ignored them all, his mind fixed on the path ahead.

Beyond the border, the land began to change. The plains gave way to dense jungles, the air growing thick and humid, heavy with the scent of rot and life. The sky turned a permanent grey, the sun hidden behind a canopy of twisted branches and vines that seemed to writhe with their own malevolent intent. The qi of this place was alien, charged with a wild, aggressive energy that grated against his refined cultivation. Every step felt like wading through unseen currents, and the constant sense of being watched pressed against his skin like a fever.

He moved carefully, keeping to the shadows, using his cultivation to mask his presence. For the first few days, he encountered no one, and a cautious hope began to bloom in his chest. Perhaps the warnings had been exaggerated. Perhaps he could find what he needed and leave before the domain's dangers became real.

Then he stumbled upon the village.

It was a small settlement, a cluster of crude huts made from mud and bone, surrounded by a palisade of sharpened stakes. The inhabitants were the first black-skinned people he had seen up close—tall and powerfully built, their skin the color of obsidian, their eyes large and yellow, their hair cropped short or styled into elaborate knots. They wore animal skins and rough fabrics, their bodies adorned with scars and tattoos that spoke of war and ritual. When they saw him, their conversations stopped. Their heads turned as one, and a silence fell over the village that was more threatening than any battle cry.

He retreated swiftly, melting back into the jungle, but not before he saw the looks in their eyes. There was suspicion there, and hostility, and something else—something that made his blood run cold. He had heard the rumors, but now he understood them with a clarity that sent chills down his spine.

He needed information. He needed to understand the rules of this land, the dangers that lurked in its shadows. He found a trading post a day's journey from the village, a ramshackle structure built at the crossroads of two crude roads, run by a grizzled old man who claimed to have survived in the Black Domain for thirty years. The man was a half-breed, his skin a lighter brown, his eyes a mixture of suspicion and weary pragmatism. For a price—a small pouch of spirit stones—he agreed to talk.

"The Central Plains men come here thinking they can strut around like lords," the old man said, spitting into the dirt. "They don't last long. The children of the Dark Sun, they don't care about your cultivation, your fancy robes, your pretty faces. To them, you're either a threat, a meal, or a slave. And if you're a man, you're more likely t

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章节 10

The firelight in the tent flickered, casting writhing shadows against the animal hide walls. Outside, the sounds of the barbarian camp had faded to a low murmur, the night settling heavy and thick over the Black Wastes. Inside, there was only the wet, rhythmic sound of flesh meeting flesh, punctuated by low grunts and the sharp, crisp slaps of a palm striking slick, pale skin.

“You see this, Rhett?” Derek’s voice was a low rumble of amusement. He pulled his hips back until only the thick, purple head of his cock remained inside the tight, clenching hole, then slammed forward with a brutal thrust. “Look how this white bitch takes it. Like he was made for it.”

His hand came down on the left cheek of Su Muli’s ass again, a stinging blow that made the pale flesh ripple and quiver in a lascivious wave. The sound was sharp in the intimate space. Su Muli gasped, the breath catching in his throat, a shudder wracking his frame. He was on his hands and knees on a pile of furs, his body bared and exposed, his own long, dark hair spilling around his shoulders and onto the ruddy furs beneath him.

Larry, kneeling beside him, chuckled, a low, coarse sound. He pinched the sensitive peak of Su Muli’s breast, rolling the small, erect nipple between his calloused thumb and forefinger, pulling and twisting it until it was a hard, rosy pebble. “Shit, look at these,” he said, his other hand moving to cup the soft, yielding weight of the other breast. “Got perfect tits, don’t you? Like a fucking woman. But you’re a man, ain’t you?”

“Mm… haah…” The sound that escaped Su Muli’s lips was not a protest. It was a high, thin keen that was half moan, half whimper. His head fell forward, his brow pressing against the cool furs as another slap landed on his stinging, heated backside. The shame was a physical force, a pressure in his chest that made it hard to breathe. He was the Sect Leader of Cloudborne Peak, a man of unassailable power and dignity. And now, he was here, on his hands and knees, being used like a common whore by two savage barbarians. A bitter, brackish taste of helplessness filled his mouth.

A chasm of profound sorrow opened in his heart, dark and deep. This was humiliation beyond words, a violation that went beyond the physical. Each slapping sound, each grunt of pleasure from the men above him, was a fresh wound on his spirit. He tried to retreat into himself, to separate his mind from the brutal reality of his body, but the sensations were too sharp, too immediate. The feeling of Derek’s thick shaft moving inside him was no longer a burning intrusion, but a deep, stretching fullness that sent waves of inappropriate pleasure coiling in his gut. He hated himself for it.

“Yeah, that’s it,” Larry growled, leaning in to tug at Su Muli’s earlobe with his teeth. “Let us hear those pretty noises. You like having that black cock in you, don’t you? You like being a little white bitch for us.”

“Nngh… I…” Su Muli tried to form a denial, but the words were lost in another deep, penetrating thrust from Derek that struck a place inside him that made his vision go white. A strangled cry was torn from his throat. His hips, of their own volition, tilted back, meeting the next thrust with a slight, eager push.

The realization struck him with the force of a physical blow. He was moving with him. He was seeking it. As a man, he was being conquered, used as a woman would be, and there was a horrifying, sinuous part of him that found it... fitting. The image flashed in his mind: a pale, wanton dog, a bitch in heat, submitting to a stronger, darker beast. And he felt no revulsion at the image, only a bone-deep shame that was laced with a thread of petrifying confusion.

*Is this what I am?* The thought surfaced, unbidden and treacherous. *Am I so base, so inherently lewd, that I was always meant for this? To be broken in and fucked by black savages?* The idea was monstrous, a violation of every precept of his former life, and yet, it resonated with a dissonant truth he could not ignore. His cunt—for that was how he now thought of his violated entrance—clenched around the thick pole inside him, milking it, greeting it. It felt like a homecoming he had never known he was seeking.

Derek slowed his pace, his thrusts turning deep and languid for a moment. He leaned his heavy body over Su Muli’s back, his sweat-slick chest pressing against the cold, smooth skin of his spine. “Hey, little white flower,” he panted, his breath hot and rank against Su Muli’s ear. “Tell me… you feel this? You feel this black cock all the way up in your belly?”

Su Muli’s mind was a swirling fog of shame and a burgeoning, wild heat. Derek’s hand came around to grip his chin, forcing his head up and back so he was looking over his shoulder.

“Answer me,” Derek growled, his brown eyes glittering with cruel amusement. “Does it feel good being a little cock-sleeve for a barbarian? Say it.”

The question hung in the air. The pride of a Sect Leader, a man who had commanded legions of disciples, roared in his head. But the body was a traitor. The body was desperate for the next stroke, the next slap that would send a tremor of pleasure through his abused nerves. The sound that came out of his mouth was not a coherent sentence. It was a moan, low and thick with surrender.

“Mm… yes… feels… good…”

The words were barely a whisper, but they were as clear as a bell in the heavy silence of the tent. Larry let out a bark of triumphant laughter, his hand squeezing Su Muli’s breast possessively. “Ha! Listen to that! Our little white virgin’s finally admitting it!”

The full weight of what he had just said crashed down on him a moment later. *Good? Feels good?* He had said it. He had given voice to his own degradation. A wave of scalding shame, so intense it was almost physical, washed over him from head to toe. His face, already flushed with exertion, burned an even deeper, more vivid red. He felt utterly naked, not just in body, but in soul. His carefully constructed dignity, the last vestiges of his pride, crumbled into dust.

He tore his gaze away from Derek’s triumphant leer, his eyes dropping to the furs beneath his face. His long lashes, wet with unshed tears of shame, brushed his cheek as he looked anywhere but at them. He could feel his pulse hammering in his throat, in his temples, in the abused and leaking hole that still gripped Derek’s cock.

“Well, well,” Derek drawled, pulling out slowly, savoring the tight, reluctant suck of the muscles around his shaft. He flipped Su Muli onto his back with a single, rough push, spreading his thighs wide. He knelt between them, the massive tip of his cock resting against the slick, pink entrance, teasing it. “If it feels so good…”

“Then you must be a natural-born cocksucker, ain’t you?” Larry finished for him, leaning over to spit on Su Muli’s chest, the glob of saliva landing on his stomach. “A goddamn leaky, sloppy cunt. That’s all you are. You weren’t born to be some fancy lord. You were born to be on your back for black men.”

The word ‘cunt’ and ‘sucker’ and ‘whore’ rained down on him like blows. A snarl of anger and shame built in his throat, a desperate, pathetic attempt at defiance. He was a man! A mighty cultivator! How dare these... these brutes speak to him this way!

But the snarl died as Derek thrust home in one smooth, brutal push, burying his cock to the balls. The air was punched from Su Muli’s lungs in a sharp cry of mixed pain and overwhelming pleasure. His back arched off the furs, his small, round ass lifting from the ground. The anger was swept away by the surge of base, primal sensation.

*It's true. I felt it before. My body… it knows how to do this.* The thought was a poisonous, seductive whisper in his mind. *It fits. I fit.* His own mind felt like a traitor, a collaborator in his own ruin. He was a disgrace to his name, a mockery of his gender. And yet, the part of him that was now in control, the part that was built on instinct and flesh, didn't seem to care.

Larry knelt by his head, his own massive erection jutting out, thick and dark. He stroked it slowly, a cruel smirk on his face. “You’ve got two mouths to fill, don’t you?”

Derek began to move, a steady, punishing rhythm that shook Su Muli’s entire frame. “Yeah, look at him. He’s a greedy little thing, ain’t he? Wanting it in both holes.”

The last of Su Muli’s resistance dissolved. A strange, placid calm settled over him. The shame was still there, a heavy blanket, but it no longer burned. It had become a familiar cloak, a new garment for his new self. *It is what it is,* a voice in his head argued. *I am here. I cannot escape. Why not… why not just let go?*

He looked up at them through heavy-lidded eyes, his gaze no longer that of a trapped, frightened man, but of a wanton creature. A flush of pink spread from his chest to his cheeks. He arched his back, pressing his hips up to meet Derek’s thrusts, his own slick, pale skin sliding against the barbarian’s dark, muscular thighs. His cunt—for that is what it was, a hungry, wanting cunt—gripped the thick, dark shaft with a life of its own, sucking it back in every time it attempted to withdraw.

He opened his mouth, and this time, it was not a cry of shame but a moan of open, brazen invitation. “Mm… harder… please…” The words were slurred with lust, his mind a fog of pure, unadulterated need.

Larry leaned forward, his cock brushing Su Muli’s lips. “Yeah? You want this too, you little fuck-toy?”

Su Muli’s lascivious gaze flickered to the throbbing black tool in front of his face. He parted his lips, his tongue darting out to wet them, the tip of it teasing the sensitive slit on the head. “Yes… please… fuck my face,” he whispered, the sound barely audible over the wet, slapping sounds of Derek’s fucking. The words felt alien and filthy in his mouth, but they also felt... right. He was no longer Su Muli, the proud Sect Leader. He was a vessel, a thing of pleasure.

Derek’s face twisted into a feral grin. “That’s what we wanted to hear.”

He sped up his thrusts, fucking Su Muli with a savage energy, while Larry pushed his cock past the soft, waiting lips, into the wet heat of his mouth. Su Muli’s eyes fluttered closed as he was filled from both ends. He gave himself over to the darkness, to the sensations, to the obliteration of his old self.

He stopped thinking about Cloudborne Peak, the *Xuan Yin Jing*, or the mission. He stopped thinking about honor and masculinity. He became a thing of flesh and sensation. His hips moved in a perfect, lapping rhythm with Derek’s thrusts, his ass cheeks clapping against the black man’s thighs. His tongue swirled around Larry’s shaft, his throat relaxing to accept the full length without gagging. It was like he had been doing this his entire life. His hands, which had been fisted in the furs, now came up to grip Larry’s thighs, urging him deeper.

“Oh, fuck,” Larry groaned, throwing his head back. “This little slut is fucking eating it! He’s a natural… a perfect little whore for the wagons.”

Su Muli’s mind was blank. There was no self-pity, no sorrow, only a blissful, roaring emptiness filled with the sounds of wet fucking and grunts of masculine pleasure. His own cock, neglected and stiff, leaked a trail of clear fluid onto his stomach. He was a mess of slick sweat, flushed skin, and ringing pleasure. He convulsed around them, his own climax approaching, a pressure building low in his belly.

“Gonna come, you little white whore,” Derek grunted, his rhythm becoming desperate, frantic. “Gonna fill your tight little hole… gonna paint your insides white. You want it, don’t you?”

Su Muli couldn’t answer with his mouth full, but he could answer with his body. He bore down on Derek’s cock, his inner muscles clenching in a rhythmic, milking pattern. His muffled cry of “Mmph…mmh!” resonated through Larry’s shaft. He felt the man in his mouth pulse, a hot, salty jet of come flooding his throat.

And then Derek roared, slamming i

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章节 11

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章节 2

The garments lay across the rough wooden bench like a silent accusation. Thin fabric the color of dried blood, cut scandalously short, with sleeves barely reaching the elbow and a neckline that plunged to betray any hint of a man's flat chest. I stared at them, my fingers frozen at the ties of my own robes, and felt the familiar burn of humiliation climb up my throat.

There was no other choice.

I had spent three days in this wretched Black Domain, gathering fragments of information, piecing together the customs that governed these lawless lands. The conclusion was inescapable: women moved freely where men were questioned. Women were overlooked, dismissed, permitted to wander where armed cultivators would be stopped and searched. The *Xuan Yin Scripture*—the very reason I had ventured into this forsaken territory—had last been sighted in the inner markets near the Obsidian Temple, a place forbidden to outsiders bearing weapons or obvious cultivation.

And so I had to become something I was not. Something I had never wished to be.

I stripped off my outer robes with movements too sharp, too quick, as though speed could lessen the shame. The cool air of the cramped lodging brushed against my skin, raising gooseflesh along my arms. I reached for the skirt first—if it could be called a skirt. It barely reached mid-thigh, the hem trimmed with tiny brass bells that would announce my every step. The fabric was coarse, cheap, the kind of garment worn by dancing girls in the lowest taverns.

I pulled it on, and the bells chimed softly, a sound that made my jaw tighten.

The bodice came next. It laced up the front, meant to cinch a woman's waist and push her breasts high. I had no such curves to offer, but as I drew the laces tight, the structure of the garment still managed to shape my torso into something softer, more yielding. I left the top laces loose, creating a deep V that showed the pale expanse of my chest, the smooth plane disrupted only by the faint shadows of my collarbones.

The outer robe was little better—a sheer overlay of dark gauze that did nothing to conceal the lines of my body beneath. It hung open at the front, held together by a single silk cord at my waist, and the sleeves stopped just below my elbows, leaving my forearms bare.

I stood before the cracked mirror propped against the wall and forced myself to look.

The reflection that stared back was a stranger.

My face—still my face, with its sharp jaw and cold eyes—was framed by hair I had loosely pinned up, with a few strands artfully left to trail down my neck. The effect was devastating. I had always known my features were too delicate, too beautiful for a man. My skin was too fair, my lips too full, my bone structure too fine. But dressed like this, my body wrapped in fabric that clung and revealed, I looked like a woman. A stunning, seductive woman. An *offering*.

"Pathetic," I whispered to the mirror, and the word tasted like ash on my tongue.

I tore my gaze away, reaching for the veil. It was a simple strip of black silk, long enough to wrap twice around my head and cover the lower half of my face. I tied it carefully, making certain my eyes—my unmistakably male eyes—were the only feature visible. It would have to be enough. In this place, where the line between civilization and savagery blurred into nothing, a veiled woman was simply another mystery to be ogled, not questioned.

I smoothed my hands down the sides of the skirt, feeling the rough fabric against my palms, and the bells chimed again. Every movement produced sound. Every gesture announced itself. I was a walking invitation, and the thought made my stomach turn.

The door of the lodging creaked as I pushed it open and stepped out into the late afternoon sun.

The heat hit me first—dry, oppressive, carrying the scent of dust and smoke and unwashed bodies. The streets of Black Domain were never empty. They pulsed with life like arteries feeding a rotting heart, and today was no different. Traders hawked their wares from blankets spread on the ground, their voices rough and grating. Children with hollow cheeks darted between legs, quick as rats. And everywhere, everywhere, there were eyes.

I had barely taken ten steps before I felt the weight of their gazes.

A group of three men lounging outside a tanner's shop turned as I passed, their conversation dying mid-word. I felt their stares crawl over me like fingers, tracing the line of my exposed legs, the curve of my hip where the fabric pulled tight, the shadow of my chest beneath the sheer robe. One of them let out a low whistle, a sound thick with appreciation and something darker.

I kept my gaze fixed straight ahead, my steps even, unhurried. To quicken my pace would show fear. To slow would invite approach. I had to move like I belonged, like I was untouchable.

"Now that's a bit of fine flesh," one of them said, his voice carrying easily over the ambient noise. "Look at that skin. Like cream. Like milk."

"Veiled, though," another replied. "Probably hiding a face like a mule."

"Doesn't matter with a body like that. You could put a bag over her head and still have a good time."

The laughter that followed was coarse, knowing, and it scraped against my nerves like a blade. I felt heat rise to my cheeks—not from embarrassment, but from rage. My fingers curled into fists at my sides, my nails biting into my palms. I wanted to turn. I wanted to show them exactly what kind of prey they had chosen to hunt. A single strike of my cultivation would scatter their ashes across these filthy streets.

But I did not.

Because the *Xuan Yin Scripture* mattered more. Because I had not come this far, swallowed this much pride, to throw it away for the satisfaction of silencing a few ignorant brutes. I took a breath, slow and deliberate, and let the anger settle into a cold, hard knot in my chest. There it could wait. There it could fester.

I walked on, and their gazes followed.

The marketplace was worse.

By the time I reached the central square, the sun had begun its slow descent toward the horizon, casting long shadows across the packed earth. The stalls here were more permanent, constructed from salvaged wood and patched canvas, and the crowds were denser. I moved through them like a ghost, my light footsteps barely audible beneath the jingling of my skirt bells.

But I was far from invisible.

The stares came from every direction. Men paused in their transactions to track my progress, their eyes lingering on my hips, my waist, the shape of my legs beneath the short hem. Women—those few who were not veiled themselves—watched me with narrowed eyes, their expressions a mixture of contempt and calculation. I was competition. I was a threat. I was a woman too beautiful to be trusted, and in a place like this, beauty was a currency that could get you killed.

A hand brushed against my lower back as I passed a crowded stall, and I flinched, spinning around. The man behind me was young, barely out of his teens, with a gap-toothed grin and eyes that were already too knowing. He held up his hands in mock surrender.

"Sorry, sorry," he said, not sounding sorry at all. "Crowded here. You understand."

I said nothing. I simply stared at him, my gaze flat and cold, until the grin faltered and he looked away. I turned and continued walking, but I could feel his eyes on me long after I had left him behind.

By the time I found an inn willing to take me, the sky had deepened to a bruised purple, and the first stars were beginning to pierce the twilight. The inn was a squat building of mud brick and timber, its windows glowing with the warm light of oil lamps. A sign creaked above the door, the letters worn nearly illegible, but I could make out enough to know it was called The Rusty Cog.

I pushed open the door, and the noise inside washed over me like a wave.

The common room was packed. Men sat at rough-hewn tables, drinking from clay mugs and shouting over one another in a dozen different dialects. The air was thick with the smell of cheap ale, roasted meat, and sweat. A fire crackled in the hearth at the far end of the room, casting dancing shadows across the walls.

And as I stepped through the door, the room went quiet.

It was subtle at first—a few conversations trailing off, a few heads turning. But then the silence spread like a ripple, until even the drunkest patrons seemed to sense that something had changed. I stood in the doorway, the firelight catching the sheer fabric of my robe, the bells at my hem giving a soft, inadvertent chime, and I felt the weight of every single pair of eyes in that room.

I had never been looked at like this before. Not as a man. Not as a cultivator. Not as the sovereign of a sect. I was being looked at like meat. Like something to be consumed.

The innkeeper appeared from behind the bar, a heavyset man with a scarred face and a balding pate. He wiped his hands on his apron, his gaze sweeping over me with an efficiency that spoke of long experience. He took in the veil, the clothes, the posture, and I saw understanding flicker in his eyes.

He knew.

He knew I was a man.

But when he spoke, his voice was smooth, practiced. "Looking for a room, miss?"

I inclined my head, keeping my voice low and soft, modulating the pitch to fall into a register that could pass for feminine. "For the night. And a meal, if you have it."

The innkeeper's lips twitched, and I caught the faint glint of amusement in his eyes. "We have both. But rooms are dear this time of year. Five coppers, in advance."

I reached into the small pouch at my waist and produced the coins, placing them on the bar. His fingers brushed mine as he took them, a touch that lingered just a fraction of a second too long. I did not pull away. I did not react. I simply waited, my gaze steady, until he dropped his hand.

"Second door on the left," he said, jerking his chin toward the staircase. "I'll have the girl bring up some stew."

I turned to climb the stairs, and the silence followed me. I could feel the stares on my back, on my legs, on the curve of my waist where the silk cord cinched the fabric tight. A few whispers started, low and indistinct, and I caught fragments of words—*beautiful*, *foreigner*, *alone*—that told me everything I needed to know.

I did not look back.

The room was small, barely large enough to hold a narrow bed and a washstand, but it had a lock on the door and a window that overlooked the street. I latched the door behind me, leaned against it, and let out a breath I had not realized I was holding.

My hands were trembling.

I looked down at them, at the fine tremors running through my fingers, and felt a wave of disgust wash over me. Not at the fear—fear was natural, fear was survival. But at the *situation*. At the fact that I, Su Muli, Sect Leader of Cloud Ridge, a man whose cultivation had been honed over decades of relentless discipline, was hiding in a rented room, dressed like a whore, trembling because of the way strangers looked at me.

I crossed to the washstand and splashed cold water on my face, letting it drip down my neck, soaking into the collar of my robe. The water was brackish, carrying the faint mineral taste of the local wells, but it helped. It grounded me.

I studied my reflection in the cloudy mirror above the basin. The veil was gone, pulled down to allow the water to touch my skin, and my face looked pale in the lamplight. Exhaustion shadowed my eyes, and there was a tightness around my mouth that had not been there before.

"Endure," I told my reflection. "The scripture. The power. That is what matters. Everything else is temporary."

But the words felt hollow, even to me.

I ate the stew when it came—lukewarm, heavy with root vegetables and tough meat—and forced myself to rest until the moon was high and the sounds from the common room had faded to a murmur. Then I rose, adjusted my veil, and slipped out of the inn.

The streets at night were different. Quiet

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章节 3

The journey through the barren expanse of the Black Domain had been grueling, each day blending into the next under a sun that beat down with relentless fury. Su Muli kept his veil drawn tight, the coarse fabric a thin shield against the dust and the curious stares of the few travelers they passed. His body ached from the saddle, the hours of riding having worn grooves into his muscles, yet he did not permit himself any outward sign of weakness. He was the Yunyan Sect Leader, a man of unyielding will, and though his form might be mistaken for that of a woman, his resolve remained forged in steel.

The tribe emerged from the haze of dusk like a sprawl of hide tents and low wooden structures, nestled in a shallow valley where a thin stream meandered through. Fires dotted the settlement, their smoke curling into the purpling sky. Su Muli reined in his horse and surveyed the scene with cold, calculating eyes. This was not a place of refinement; the air smelled of smoke, raw meat, and unwashed bodies. Men and women moved about with a casual coarseness, their laughter loud and their gestures broad. He noted the absence of any discernible order—no guards at the perimeter, no walls. It spoke of either great confidence or primitive chaos.

He found a lodging, a cramped hut of dried mud and animal hide, where the keeper—a grizzled old woman with missing teeth—accepted his coin with a greedy grin. The room was sparse: a pallet of straw, a clay brazier, and a single flap for a window. Su Muli set down his meager belongings and immediately began to plan. The *Xuan Yin Jing* was rumored to have passed through this region; old texts mentioned a shaman who had once held a fragment. If any trace remained, it would be here, buried in the memories of elders or hidden in some forgotten shrine.

He changed into a fresh set of robes, ensuring his female disguise was flawless. The bodice cinched his waist, the silken folds draping over his shoulders in a manner that softened his frame. He kept his hair pinned high, a single jade ornament catching the light. His reflection in the small bronze disk showed a face of breathtaking beauty—pale skin, full lips, eyes that held both fire and ice. He despised the image. It was a mask, a weapon, but one that chafed against his pride.

He stepped out into the cooling air, intent on gathering intelligence. The settlement was alive with the sounds of preparation: women hauling water, children chasing goats, men sharpening blades or mending traps. He moved with an elegant stride that drew eyes. Whispers trailed him, words in a guttural tongue he half-understood. They spoke of his pale skin, his delicate features, his fragrance. He ignored them, letting his gaze drift across faces, memorizing paths and structures.

It was not long before a group of tribesmen approached. Three of them, broad-shouldered and dark-skinned, their bodies draped in leather and bone ornaments. The leader, a man with a scar bisecting his brow, grinned widely, revealing teeth filed to points.

"Stranger," he said in heavily accented Common Tongue. "You come from far lands. Welcome. Tonight we have great fire. You must join. All welcome. Very good."

Su Muli studied him. The man's eyes were not hostile—eager, perhaps, and laced with a curiosity that bordered on predatory. But a refusal might draw suspicion. A lone traveler, especially one who looked as he did, could not afford to alienate the locals. He needed their trust to extract information.

"Thank you," he replied, his voice modulated to a soft, feminine pitch. "I would be honored to attend."

The scarred man clapped his hands together. "Good! Good! My name is Derek. We feast at sunset. Come to the big fire by the great stone. You will sit with us."

Su Muli inclined his head, concealing the flicker of unease. He had hoped to observe from the periphery, but being placed at the center of attention was a risk he would have to manage.

The sun dipped below the horizon, painting the sky in shades of crimson and amber. Su Muli walked toward the gathering, his heart a steady drum in his chest. The celebratory fire was already roaring, a pillar of flame that cast dancing shadows across the gathered crowd. Tiers of logs and hides had been arranged around it, with women and men segregated by some unspoken rule. He noticed that a few women—pale-skinned, delicate—were seated among the dark tribesmen, their expressions vacant or dazed.

Before he could find a place on the fringes, Derek was there, his hand closing around Su Muli's arm with a firmness that brooked no resistance. "You sit here," he said, guiding him to a log where two other men sat. One was even larger than Derek, his chest a slab of muscle, his head shaved clean. He leered as Su Muli was positioned between them.

"This is Larry," Derek said, gesturing to the burly man. "He will take care of you."

Su Muli's jaw tightened beneath his veil, but he forced his features into a placid mask. He lowered himself onto the log, the rough bark biting through his thin robes. The heat of the fire was oppressive, and the proximity of the two men made his skin crawl. He could smell them—sweat, smoke, and something earthy, like dried blood.

Larry leaned in, his breath hot against Su Muli's ear. "Pretty little thing. What is your name?"

"Su Mei," he lied, choosing a common name.

"Su Mei," Larry repeated, rolling the syllables on his tongue. "Soft name for soft skin."

Su Muli's fingers curled into his palm, but he said nothing. He had endured worse for the sake of his mission. He would endure this.

Derek produced a clay jug, thick and dark, and poured a murky liquid into wooden cups. "Drink," he said, pressing one into Su Muli's hand. "Celebration wine. Makes happy."

Su Muli lifted the cup to his nose, inhaling subtly. The scent was fruity, tinged with honey and something fermented. He could detect no poison, no metallic undercurrent. A simple intoxicant, likely. He needed to stay sharp, but refusing would break the pretense. He took a small sip. The liquid was sweet, almost cloying, with a warmth that spread quickly down his throat. It was not unpleasant.

"Good, yes?" Derek laughed, slapping his knee. "We make special for women. Makes them feel good."

Su Muli nodded, feigning appreciation. He set the cup down, but Derek refilled it immediately. "Drink more! You are guest!"

He complied, taking measured sips as he turned the conversation toward his purpose. "This region has many old stories," he said lightly. "I heard there is a text, a book of ancient wisdom, that once passed through here. The *Xuan Yin Jing*."

Derek's grin faltered, just for a heartbeat. Then it returned, wider. "Old shaman stories. Nothing for women to worry about. Drink."

Larry snorted. "You want old scrolls? There are better things to do at night."

Su Muli ignored the insinuation and pressed on. "I am a collector of histories. I would pay well for any knowledge. Silver, gold."

"Pay?" Derek's eyes gleamed. "We talk later. Now we drink."

He raised his cup, and the men around them followed suit. Su Muli had no choice but to drink again. The wine was settling in his stomach, a strange heat blooming outward. He attributed it to the fire and the fatigue of travel.

Minutes passed. The chatter of the tribe rose and fell, punctuated by bursts of song and drumming. Su Muli found himself growing restless. His limbs felt heavy, yet his skin prickled with an odd sensitivity. The brush of his robe against his neck was a distraction, the warmth of the flames on his face almost too much. He shifted on the log, trying to find a cooler position, but the air seemed thick, suffocating.

He blinked, and the firelight seemed to blur at the edges. He shook his head, a faint dizziness washing over him. The wine. It was stronger than he had thought. He reached for his cup again, intending to steady his nerves with another swallow, but his hand trembled. He set it down, pressing his palm to his forehead.

"Something wrong, Su Mei?" Larry's voice was a rumble, too close.

"No," Su Muli said, the word coming out breathier than intended. "Just—the heat."

Derek laughed, a low sound that vibrated through the log. "Tribe women always say that. Drink more. It cools you."

Su Muli's instincts screamed at him to stop, but politeness dictated otherwise. He lifted the cup and drank, the liquid sliding down his throat like molten honey. The sweetness was overwhelming now, coating his tongue and saturating his senses.

The world tilted. He gripped the edge of the log, his knuckles white. His heart was pounding, a frantic rhythm that seemed to echo in his ears. Heat pooled low in his belly, spreading outward, leaching strength from his limbs. He felt dampness on his brow, and when he touched his cheek, his skin was flushed.

What was happening? He had drunk wine before; never had it affected him so. This was not mere intoxication—it was something deeper, insidious, worming its way into his blood.

He tried to focus on the conversation around him, but words slipped past him like water. The drumming seemed louder, the fire brighter, the touch of the air against his skin a caress. He shifted again, pressing his thighs together, a sudden, inexplicable tension coiling within him.

Desperate, he began to breathe in a measured cycle, drawing upon the internal circulation of qi that was second nature to him. Cool energy threaded through his meridians, seeking to dispel the heat.

It was a mistake.

The moment his qi met the spreading warmth, the sensation exploded. His vision went white. A wave of liquid fire surged through his body, and he arched involuntarily, a gasp tearing from his lips. The energy that should have calmed him only fanned the flames, feeding the strange fever until every nerve was alight with a craving he could not name.

His fingers dug into the wood of the log as he fought to compose himself. His mind, usually so sharp, was dissolving into haze. He could feel the blood rushing to his cheeks, to his chest, to a point deep inside him that ached with a hollow need.

The wine. It was not simple wine. It was laced with something—an aphrodisiac, a female tonic. The tribesmen had called it "women's wine." They had given it to him deliberately.

Su Muli's eyes snapped to Derek, who was watching him with a knowing smirk. Larry's hand landed on his knee, and he flinched, but the touch sent a jolt of pleasure through his thigh that made his breath catch.

"Easy, little flower," Derek said, his voice a silken threat. "The wine is working. You feel it, yes? Your body knows what it wants."

"I—" Su Muli's voice cracked. He tried to stand, but his legs were rubber. He swayed, and Larry caught him, hauling him up and onto Derek's lap in one smooth motion.

"I don't—this is not—" He pushed against Derek's chest, but his arms were weak, trembling. The contact of the man's solid body against his ignited a cascade of sensations. The heat of his skin, the smell of him, the calloused hand that now wrapped around his waist—it all fed the fire inside him.

"Shh," Derek murmured, his hand sliding up Su Muli's side, over the curve of his hip, to rest just below his ribs. "You come to our fire. You drink our wine. Now you belong to us for the night."

"No," Su Muli said, but it came out as a moan. He was blushing furiously, his face a mask of shame and arousal. He tried to summon his authority, his dignity, but his voice was a whisper. "Unhand me. I am not—I am not a woman for your sport."

Derek's eyes glittered. "Oh, you are more than that. You are a treasure. Soft, pale, with a body that sings even as your mouth says no." He squeezed, and Su Muli felt a ripple of pleasure shoot through him. He bit his lip to stifle a cry.

Larry knelt before them, his massive hands settling on Su Muli's knees, parting them. "Let us see how far that song goes."

Su Muli's heart hammered. He was trapped, his body betraying him at every turn. The drug had stripped away his con

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章节 4

The laughter around me was a physical weight, pressing down from every corner of the fire-lit hall. I had tried to rise, tried to flee this nightmare, but hands had reached out—not to harm, but to cajole, to press me back down onto the cushioned seat. Voices, thick with drink and amusement, rang out.

“Leaving so soon, little flower? The night is young!”

“The chieftain hasn’t even given you his blessing! Stay. Drink.”

I was trapped. The words of refusal died in my throat as a heavy, dark-skinned arm snaked around my waist, pulling me back against a wall of muscle. Derrick. His breath, hot and sour with fermented drink, washed over my ear. “You heard them. Sit. Be a good little guest.”

My male pride shriveled within me, a scorched and useless thing. I was the Sovereign of Cloudline Sect, a man of unmatched cultivation and cold authority. And here I was, dressed in this flimsy, revealing silk, my hair piled with ornaments, forced to play the part of a concubine. Every glance that swept over my body, lingering on the curve of my waist and the swell of my hips, was a lash against my spirit. The maids seated around me giggled, their owners’ hands roving freely over their bodies. I was just another piece of meat on display.

Derrick’s hand, rough and calloused, found my thigh. It squeezed, the heat of his palm searing through the thin fabric. I flinched, my entire body going rigid. “Don’t,” I managed, my voice a low, strained rasp that was meant to be commanding. It came out weak, almost a plea.

He only chuckled, a deep, rumbling sound that vibrated against my back. “Don’t? Your mouth says no, but your skin says yes. Look how soft you are.” His fingers kneaded the sensitive flesh of my inner thigh. A wave of nausea and heat washed over me simultaneously. The remnants of the drugged wine I had been forced to drink earlier still swam in my blood, leaving my limbs heavy and my senses dulled. My body, a traitor to my will, felt a treacherous warmth pooling in my belly.

I was placed in Derrick’s lap. It was the worst position possible. His chest was a solid wall behind me, his legs spread wide, forcing mine to stay open. Another girl was shoved into his arms for a kiss, and while he was occupied, I felt the monstrous reality of his arousal pressing against the small of my back. It was massive, a thick, rigid bar of flesh that pulsed against my spine. My breath hitched. The hourglass figure the cursed *Yin Essence Scripture* had given me was my prison, and this was my torment.

“Drink,” Derrick ordered, shoving a fresh cup of wine into my hand. My fingers trembled. I brought it to my lips, the bitter liquid doing nothing to quench the growing inner fire. My mind was a battleground. A part of me screamed in disgust, a part of me, the cursed part, ached for this degradation. My back passage felt damp, a slick, shameful moisture that had nothing to do with anything I could control. My nipples, hidden beneath the silk, had pebbled into hard, aching points.

“Be a good girl and serve your master,” Larry jeered from across the fire. He was watching me, his eyes dark and predatory. “He’s never had someone so pretty. So… feminine.”

The word was a brand on my soul. I was not feminine. I was a man. A proud, powerful man. But my voice was caught in my throat, paralyzed by the sheer humiliation of the situation. I was forced to rest my head against Derrick’s broad shoulder, my body too weak from the drug and the shame to hold itself upright. My hair pooled against his chest. I felt his hand leave my thigh and cup my breast, his thumb finding the hard peak and rolling it. A jolt of pure, shameful pleasure shot through me.

“See?” Derrick chuckled. “Your body knows. It knows how to behave for a real man. A real man doesn’t have these soft, perky tits. You’re a little freak, aren’t you? A little hermaphrodite sent from heaven for us to play with.”

The degradation was total. My lips parted, a thick, hot sensation blooming in my chest. The wine I’d drunk, the drug, the constant touch, the steady press of that terrible cock against my back—it was dismantling me. I let out a soft, involuntary sound. “Nn… hnn…”

Larry heard it. “Ha! Listen to that! A little whimper. I bet he’s soaking wet under that dress.” His crude humor sent a wave of fresh shame through me. I buried my face in Derrick’s shoulder, my cheeks burning. Another soft moan escaped my lips, unbidden. “Mmm…”

“What was that, little flower? Is my touch too much for you?” Derrick’s voice was a low, mocking purr. I couldn’t answer. My tongue was thick and heavy. I just shook my head, a pathetic, weak movement. He saw it as submission.

His hand slid lower, from my breast down to my belly. I knew what he intended. My heart hammered a frantic, terrified rhythm against my ribs. *No. Not there. In front of everyone.* My mind screamed it, but my mouth only produced a shaky, breathless sigh. I was turned slightly, my body maneuvered into a side-saddle position on his lap. This new angle made it easy for his hand to find the hem of my skirt.

I felt the cool air of the night on my leg as his hand pushed the fabric aside. Then, his coarse fingers brushed against the bare skin of my inner thigh. I gave a weak, futile squirm. “Please,” I whispered, my voice cracking. “I am… I am a man. A cultivator. This is beneath… this is…”

“A man?” Larry scoffed loudly. “You got the cuntiest little hole I’ve ever seen. A man doesn’t smell like fucking honey and cream. You’re just a boy-sissy. A prince made of sugar. Be quiet and let us enjoy you.”

My plea had been pathetic. My warnings were empty. To them, I was just a mouth making pretty sounds of protest. Derrick’s fingers slipped higher until they reached the damp, slick entrance of my back passage. I gasped, a sharp, choked sound that was half a moan. His index finger circled the tight ring of muscle before pressing inwards. A shiver, both of revulsion and of unspeakable pleasure, ran through me. My head fell back against his shoulder, my eyes rolling back as he slowly invaded my body with one thick, intrusive digit.

“You talk about being a man, but your ass is sucking my finger in,” Derrick growled into my ear. “You’re wet and ready. This is the body of a slut made for fucking. Why are you still pretending?”

Tears of shame pricked at the corners of my eyes. He was right. My body was betraying me. The muscles of my core clenched around his finger, a reflexive, welcoming squeeze. The drug had made my nerves hypersensitive. Every touch, no matter how degrading, sent sparks of white-hot sensation through my system. He slid a second finger in, scissoring them, stretching me. I let out a long, trembling moan. “Ah… ah, no… I… I am Su…”

“Su?” Derrick mocked, crooking his fingers to find a spot inside me that made my whole world dissolve. “Su what? Su the sissy? Su the whore? That’s all you are tonight.”

My vision blurred with tears. The pain of the violation was nothing compared to the agony of knowing I was capable of feeling this—this dark, shameful pleasure. My hips bucked involuntarily, pushing back against his hand, seeking more of the cruel, filling touch. I couldn't help it. The lust had taken root, choking out the last vestiges of my reason.

My voice, ragged and thick with unshed tears, managed to find a brief spark of defiance. “You… you damn beasts… Do not… *ngghh*… touch me there!” I tried to slap his hand away, but my own limb felt like lead. The gesture was feeble, a butterfly trying to fight a storm.

Derrick didn’t even pause. He moved his thumb to rub against my perineum, a spot he found purely by chance but which made me cry out. “Oh, he’s feisty. I like that. A feisty little bitch with a tight hole.”

My ears were ringing. The other women in the caravan were being handled with similar roughness, their moans and the wet sounds of fingers sliding into their bodies a chorus of degradation all around me. Yet, I felt their suffering lessened mine. I was not alone in my humiliation, I told myself. But the thought brought no comfort. I was the only one who was supposed to be a man.

The pressure inside me built. I was throbbing, empty despite being filled with his fingers. My cock, my male organ, was soft and small, hidden away, a stark testament to the failure of my masculinity. I felt a desperate, horrifying need for the real thing, for the massive, ridged pole I could feel twitching against my back.

Derrick removed his fingers, leaving me feeling hollow and wanting. I whimpered at the loss, a sound of pure, instinctual need. He laughed, seeing the need in my eyes. “You want me to stop? Or do you want something else?”

I couldn’t answer. I just hung my head, my body trembling with a cocktail of lust, shame, and a raw, animalistic need for more. My resistance was a fragile glass that was now shattered. I could feel my lips tremble. A single tear rolled down my flushed cheek. My entire being was a contradiction. I was a man, the proudest of men, yet I was being reduced to a trembling, leaking, needy womb-slave.

With a sob that was half surrender, I leaned fully back into his chest. My body was no longer my own. It was an instrument of pleasure, a toy for these barbarian men. My legs fell open wider. The shame was a deep, dark ocean I was drowning in, and I no longer had the strength to swim. I was being remade, my soul being chipped away to make room for this new, degrading reality. I was Su Muli, the beautiful man, and I was already lost.

章节 5

The firelight from the central brazier cast dancing shadows across the hide walls of the chieftain’s hall, illuminating the scene of debauchery that had unfolded around me. The air was thick with the pungent scent of smoke, sweat, and the raw musk of bodies entwined in carnal revelry. My mind still reeled from the events of the night—how I, Su Muli, the aloof and revered Sect Leader of Cloud Origin Sect, had ended up here, clad in women’s silks, seated upon the lap of a barbarian warrior who reeked of ale and arrogance.

Derek’s thick fingers roamed my thigh with casual ownership, his calloused palm sliding upward beneath the hem of my borrowed skirt. I trembled at his touch, my body betraying me with a shiver that was not entirely from revulsion. The heat from his massive frame seeped through the thin fabric, warming my skin in a way that made my stomach tighten. From my lips escaped a soft, reluctant moan—a sound that I could not fully suppress.

“Nnn… please…” The words came out weak, a half-hearted protest that I knew held no conviction. Even as I spoke, my hand moved of its own accord, slipping down to graze the straining bulge that pressed insistently against my hip. Through the coarse leather of his breeches, I could feel the formidable length and girth of his manhood, and a flush of heat crept across my cheeks.

Derek grunted, his other hand coming up to cup my chin, tilting my face to meet his dark, glittering eyes. “What’s this, little flower? Your mouth says no, but your hand says yes.” His voice was a low rumble, thick with mockery and amusement.

Larry, seated on the furs nearby with a woman draped over his lap, let out a barking laugh. “He’s got the hunger, Derek. Look at him—face all red, body trembling like a leaf. He knows what’s coming.”

I wanted to retort, to reclaim some shred of dignity, but my voice died in my throat. The memories of the journey into this forsaken wilderness, the desperate need for the secrets buried within the *Yin-Yang Scripture*, and the bitter humiliation of my disguise—all of it bore down on me. I had no choice. I had to endure.

With a shuddering breath, I let my fingers curl around the waistband of Derek’s breeches, tugging them down with a clumsiness born of shame and arousal. His cock sprang free, thick and dark as night, standing rigid against his belly. It was monstrous—longer than any I had ever seen, with a bulbous head and veins that throbbed visibly in the firelight. My breath hitched.

“Too… too big…” The words slipped out before I could stop them, a whisper laced with fear and an unwilling fascination.

Derek chuckled, his hand guiding mine to wrap around his shaft. My palm barely encircled its girth; the skin was hot and smooth, yet unyielding. I began to move my hand, slowly at first, then with a rhythm that seemed to take on a life of its own. The motion was obscene—a deliberate, practiced stroke that I had never performed on another man. Yet some hidden part of me reveled in the slick friction, in the way his breathing quickened as my fingers glided up and down.

Inside, a war raged. Loathing for my own weakness. Anger at the situation that forced me into this submissive role. But beneath that, a treacherous current of pleasure stirred, coiling low in my belly and setting my nerve endings alight. I bit my lip, trying to suppress the moans that threatened to escape, but they slipped through my lips anyway, mingled with soft, incoherent denials.

“Nnn… I shouldn’t… ah… this is degrading…” My mind screamed at me to stop, to push him away, to reclaim my honor. Yet my hand continued its work, slicking the dark shaft with my own sweat, feeling it throb against my palm.

Derek’s fingers found my chest, pinching through the fabric of my dress until my nipples hardened into sensitive peaks. A shudder wracked my frame, and I arched into his touch, hating myself for it. His other hand slipped lower, pressing against the damp cleft between my legs—where I had been forced to bind my manhood with cloth to maintain my disguise. But now, the cloth was damp with my own arousal, a shameful testament to the effect his touch had on me.

“You like this, don’t you, little beauty?” Derek’s voice was a hot whisper against my ear. “Pretending to be a woman, acting all shy, but your body knows what it wants.”

I shook my head, my hair falling across my face. “No… I am a man… a cultivator… I am not…”

Larry scoffed from across the fire. “A man? You look like the finest whore I’ve ever seen. And you sound like one too, with all that pretty moaning. Get on with it, Derek. I want to see his face when you split him open.”

My cheeks burned with shame. The words struck at the core of my identity, reminding me of my true nature. I was Su Muli, a man who had commanded legions of disciples, who had faced demons and spiritual beasts without flinching. Yet here I was, perched on a barbarian’s lap, stroking his enormous cock as if my life depended on it—and perhaps it did. The secret of the *Yin-Yang Scripture* lay in this man’s grasp, and I had to see this through, no matter the cost.

But the cost was my soul. The humiliation gnawed at me, even as my body responded to his touch with increasing fervor. I pulled my hand away in a moment of defiance, only to have Derek grab my wrist and press it back.

“You’ll do as you’re told,” he said, his tone brooking no argument. “You came here for information. I’ll give it to you—but first, you give me something in return.”

I turned my head to look across the hall. The other women were lost in their own hedonistic worlds, their bodies writhing under the hands of the men who claimed them. Their moans were ecstatic, their faces slack with pleasure. They had surrendered fully, and in their surrender, they found release. I envied them. My own struggle seemed pointless, a battle I had already lost.

The fire of lust still burned within me, undiminished by my shame. My backside ached with a dull, itching hunger, the place where I had never been touched tingling as if in anticipation. I knew what Derek intended—to claim me as a woman, to breach the tight, untouched passage that marked my masculinity. The thought terrified me, yet it also stirred a dark, forbidden curiosity.

“You think about it,” Derek said, his hand now cupping my buttock, squeezing firmly. “This pretty little hole I’m going to fill with my cock. You’ll be a real woman after tonight.”

“No,” I gasped, my voice cracking. “I am not your woman. I am a sect leader—!”

“You’re nothing here,” he cut me off, his eyes narrowing. “You come begging for my secrets, wearing silk and perfume, acting all coy. Don’t pretend you don’t want this. Your body says otherwise.”

He leaned forward, his teeth grazing my earlobe before he spoke again. “I know where the scripture is hidden. I know the incantations that unlock its deepest mysteries. You’ll never find them without me. So, what’s your choice? A little pain, a little shame, for the power to reshape your own destiny? Or do you walk away empty-handed?”

The choice was no choice at all. I had risked everything to come here—my reputation, my safety, my very self. To turn back now would render all my suffering meaningless. I had to submit. I had to let him use me.

My voice was a ragged whisper. “Fine… but be quick about it.”

Derek laughed, a deep, rumbling sound that vibrated through his chest. “Quick? Oh, no, little flower. I plan to enjoy this thoroughly.”

He lifted me with ease, turning me around to face away from him. My skirt was bunched around my waist, exposing my bare bottom to the firelight. I could feel the gaze of others upon me, the whispers and laughter of the barbarians who watched with crude anticipation. My face burned, but I did not fight as he guided me into a backward facing position, straddling his thighs.

I hesitated, my dignity flaring one last time. “Please… don’t…” The words were meaningless, a token resistance.

Derek’s hands gripped my hips, positioning me over his massive cock. The head pressed against my tight entrance, nudging but not yet entering. I felt the heat of it, the sheer size, and a shudder of pure terror ran through me.

“You’ll take it all,” he growled. “Or you’ll get nothing.”

My mind raced. I thought of my sect, of the ancient scrolls I had studied, of the desperate need to prolong my life and cultivate to the highest realm. Was this the price? To be broken open by a man of another culture, to feel his seed fill me like a vessel? The humiliation was absolute, but the path forward was clear.

I let out a shaky sigh, and with a final, agonizing breath, I spoke. “Do it.”

Derek did not wait. He urged me downward, and I felt the head of his cock press firmly against my puckered hole. The resistance was immediate—I was tight, virginal, never having known any intrusion. But he was relentless, and with a sharp push, I felt the initial breach.

Pain exploded through my senses. A burning, stretching agony that made me cry out. I gripped his thighs, my nails digging into his flesh as my body fought against the invasion. The ring of muscle gave way slowly, inch by agonizing inch, as his enormous length sank into me.

“Aagh—! Stop! It’s too much!” Tears streamed down my cheeks, but Derek only grunted, his hands holding me firm.

“Take it,” he commanded. “Take all of it.”

The intrusion continued. I could feel every vein, every ridge of his shaft against my inner walls, the sensation so foreign and overwhelming that my mind went blank. The world narrowed to the impossible fullness inside me, the searing pain, and the deep, shameful heat that began to kindle beneath the agony.

When he was fully seated, I felt utterly full, stretched to my limit. My body trembled, slick with sweat, my breath coming in ragged gasps. I could not move. I could barely think. The realization of what I had become—a man, playing the role of a woman, being fucked like a whore—crashed over me in waves.

But even as the shame threatened to drown me, the physical sensation began to shift. The burning subsided, replaced by a deep, pulsing pressure that sent shockwaves through my nerves. I felt an involuntary clench around his shaft, and Derek moaned in approval.

“That’s it,” he said, beginning to move. “Let yourself feel it. You’re mine now.”

The motion was slow at first, a gentle rocking that stretched me further with every thrust. I whimpered, but the whimper was not entirely one of pain. A part of me, a hidden part, was awakening to the sensations, craving more. My body betrayed my mind, hips beginning to move in faint, involuntary circles.

Around us, the hall had erupted in cheers and crude encouragement. Other men and women were coupling now, the air filled with the slap of flesh and the wet sounds of sex. But I was only aware of Derek, of the thick pillar that speared me open, of the heat that spread from my core to my limbs.

I closed my eyes, surrendering to the inevitable. I was no longer Su Muli, the proud Sect Leader. I was a vessel, a plaything, a beautiful image of a man who had shed his gender for a moment of desperate need. And as Derek’s rhythm quickened, I let myself float on the current of this new, terrifying, and perverse reality.

The firelight flickered, and my moans grew louder, mingling with the sounds of the barbaric orgy around me. I was lost, and I knew it. But in the depths of my mind, a single thought persisted: *I will survive this. I will find the scripture. And I will never forget this night.*

章节 6

The fur beneath me was coarse and smelled of smoke and sweat. The firelight flickered against the walls of the tent, casting dancing shadows that seemed to mock my predicament. I had made my choice. There was no turning back now.

I rose on trembling knees, positioning myself over the massive black shaft that stood erect from between Derrick's powerful thighs. It gleamed in the firelight, thick and veined, a grotesque instrument of my degradation. My hands shook as I guided it toward my forbidden entrance, the head brushing against my slickened opening.

A shudder wracked my body. Every instinct screamed at me to stop, to flee, to preserve what little remained of my dignity as a man, as a Sect Leader. But the cold weight of the *Yin Scripture* pressed against my thoughts, and I remembered why I had come to this forsaken place.

I lowered myself, slowly, agonizingly.

The tip pressed against my entrance, and I gasped at the sensation. It was like nothing I had ever felt—a burning stretch that seemed to split me apart. I paused, my breath coming in ragged gasps, my body trembling with the effort of control.

"Such a tight little hole," Derrick murmured from beneath me, his voice thick with amusement. I could feel his gaze upon me, hungry and predatory. "Go on, little beauty. Take it all."

I bit my lip so hard I tasted copper. Slowly, inch by inch, I forced myself downward. The sensation was overwhelming—a fullness that bordered on pain, that invaded every corner of my being. I could feel every ridge, every pulse of that monstrous thing as it claimed me.

"Ah... ahhh..." The sound escaped my lips before I could stop it, a moan that was equal parts pain and something else, something I refused to acknowledge. "So big... the black cock is so big..."

My voice sounded alien to my own ears, high and breathy, tinged with a shameful pleasure. I felt tears prick at the corners of my eyes as the entire length finally settled inside me, the head pressing against a spot that sent lightning bolts of sensation through my entire body.

"N...n...n...slow... slowly..." I begged, my voice cracking with tears. The words tasted like ash on my tongue. I was begging. Begging the very barbarian who had stripped me of my dignity to show mercy.

A wave of shame washed over me so intense it made my vision blur. What was I? I was Su Muli, the esteemed Sect Leader of Cloud Mist Sect, a man of cultivation and power. And here I was, impaled upon a barbarian's cock, weeping and begging like a whore. The irony was not lost on me. I had come seeking the secrets of the *Yin Scripture*, and instead I had found only my own degradation.

Yet even as the thought formed, my body betrayed me. The initial burning gave way to a strange warmth that spread through my limbs, loosening my muscles, making me sink deeper onto that invading shaft. My hips shifted, almost of their own accord, and I felt myself adjust to the intrusion.

I collapsed forward, my palms flat against Derrick's broad chest. The heat of his skin seeped through my palms, and I could feel his heartbeat, steady and strong, utterly unbothered by the turmoil raging within me.

Such strange emotions warred in my chest. I was a man, yet my body had been reduced to this—a vessel for another's pleasure, a hole to be filled. My male pride lay shattered at my feet, trampled under the weight of my own surrender. And yet, as I sat there, my body yielding to the fullness inside me, I felt a perverse comfort in it. The emptiness I had carried for so long, the cold isolation of my position, was momentarily filled.

I began to move, slowly at first, my hips rising and falling in a rhythm I did not consciously choose. The friction sent sparks of pleasure up my spine, and I hated myself for it. I hated the way my body responded, the way my breath quickened, the way my lips parted to release those shameful moans.

"Ahhh... aahh..."

Derrick's hands found my hips, guiding my movements, his grip firm and possessive. "That's it," he growled, his voice thick with approval. "Ride me, little beauty. Show me how much you need this."

My cheeks burned with humiliation, but I could not stop. The pleasure was building, a pressure coiling in my belly that demanded release. I moved faster, my thighs burning with the effort, my breath coming in harsh pants.

"You are my first," Derrick said, his voice laced with mockery. "My first little Chinese whore to sit on my cock."

The words struck me like a physical blow. First. I was his first. The first man—no, the first person—he had conquered in this way. The realization sent a fresh wave of shame through me, and yet, even as I processed the insult, my hips continued their traitorous motion.

I looked down at him, at the smug satisfaction in his dark eyes, and I wanted to hate him. I wanted to hate myself more. But all I felt was this strange, hollow acceptance, as if I had crossed some line from which there was no return.

"Such a pretty little thing," he continued, his thumb stroking my hip in a gesture that was almost tender. "Barbarians back home talk about Chinese beauties like you. Soft skin, delicate features, made for a man's pleasure." He chuckled, the sound vibrating through his chest and into my body. "But you are not a woman, are you? No, you are a man who looks like a woman. Even better."

I closed my eyes, unable to bear the look of triumph in his gaze. My hands, still trembling, reached out blindly and found another shaft—thick and hot, pulsing with anticipation. Larry. I had almost forgotten he was there, watching this entire spectacle with hungry eyes.

My fingers wrapped around him, and he grunted in approval. "Now we are talking," he said, his voice rough with lust. "Show me what those delicate hands can do."

I began to stroke him, my movements clumsy and unpracticed. All the while, Derrick's cock remained buried inside me, a constant reminder of my surrender. My body moved in a rhythm that was not my own—rising and falling on Derrick's shaft while my hand worked Larry's length.

"Look at you," Derrick murmured, his voice soft and dangerous. "A man in body, but a slut in practice. Tell me, is there any pride left in you? Any sense of shame?"

My eyes flew open, and I met his gaze. The question hung in the air, a challenge that I could not answer. Was there? I searched myself, frantically, desperately, but found only this hollow emptiness where my dignity had once resided.

"No," I whispered, the word barely audible. "There is nothing left."

Derrick's smile widened, a cruel and satisfied expression. "Good. That is how it should be."

He took control then, his hips thrusting upward with a force that drove the breath from my lungs. I cried out, a sharp and shameless sound, as he began to fuck me in earnest. Each thrust hit that spot inside me, sending waves of pleasure that I could not deny.

My hands tightened around Larry's shaft, and I heard him groan above me, his hips thrusting into my grip. I was caught between them, a plaything for their pleasure, and I hated how right it felt.

"More," I heard myself gasp. "Please... more..."

The words came from somewhere deep within me, from that part of my soul that had already surrendered. I was beyond shame now, beyond regret. There was only this moment, this sensation, this surrender.

Larry's hands moved to my robes, tearing them open with rough impatience. The cool air hit my skin, and I shivered, my pale chest exposed to the firelight. The swell of my breasts, modest but firm, stood out against the backdrop of my slender frame.

"Damn," Larry breathed, his voice thick with appreciation. "Look at these. A man should not have such beautiful tits."

His hands cupped them, calloused and rough, and I moaned at the contact. His thumbs found my nipples, rubbing them until they hardened into tight peaks, and I arched into his touch like a wanton slut.

"Such a pretty little thing," he murmured, lowering his head to take one nipple into his mouth. The wet heat of his tongue sent a jolt of electricity through me, and I cried out, my back arching, my hips pressing down harder onto Derrick's shaft.

"Ahhh... gently... please... gently..."

But even as I said the words, I did not want him to stop. I wanted him to devour me, to consume every last shred of my resistance. My hands buried themselves in his hair, holding him to my chest, and I felt a strange emotion bloom in my heart—something soft and feminine, something that had no place in the body of a man.

I closed my eyes, afraid of what I might see in my own reflection. Afraid of the woman I was becoming in this moment.

Derrick's thrusts grew faster, more urgent, and I clung to Larry's shoulders as I was bounced up and down like a ragdoll. The sounds I made were no longer human—they were the cries of an animal in heat, raw and desperate and utterly shameless.

"Ahhh... ahh... yes... yes... fuck me... please... fuck me harder..."

The words tumbled out of me like a confession, like a prayer to a god I no longer believed in. I was beyond reason, beyond control, lost in this sea of pleasure and pain.

Derrick laughed, a dark and satisfied sound. "Listen to you," he said, his voice strained with exertion. "You beg so prettily. Tell me, would your Sect members recognize you now? Would they believe their esteemed leader is nothing but a whore on a barbarian's cock?"

The words cut deep, but the humiliation only fueled the fire burning in my belly. I shook my head, tears streaming down my cheeks.

"No," I sobbed. "They would not believe it. Please... do not tell them... please..."

"Of course not," Derrick said, his tone mockingly gentle. "This is our secret. Your little secret. The secret of how you became a woman for barbarians to fuck."

I should have been angry. I should have been filled with rage and hatred. But all I felt was this strange, perverse gratitude. Gratitude that he would keep my secret. Gratitude that he was using me, filling me, making me feel something other than the cold emptiness that had consumed my life.

I was falling apart, piece by piece, and I did not know how to stop it.

Larry pulled his mouth away from my chest, leaving a trail of saliva that glistened in the firelight. "Your turn," he said, pushing me down onto Derrick's chest. "Show him how grateful you are."

I understood what he wanted. Without a word, I lowered my head, my lips brushing against the head of his shaft. The taste was bitter and salty, and I recoiled for a moment before forcing myself forward. I took him into my mouth, and I heard him groan above me, his hands fisting in my hair.

"Yes... like that... such a good little whore..."

I closed my eyes and let him use me. My body moved in a rhythm that was not my own, my mouth working his shaft while Derrick fucked into me from below. I was nothing but a vessel for their pleasure, a tool for their release, and in that moment, I found a strange and terrible peace.

The pleasure built, coiling in my belly like a serpent. I felt it rising, overwhelming, consuming, and I knew I could not hold back. A scream tore from my throat, muffled by the cock in my mouth, as I came—a violent, shattering release that left me trembling and weak.

I collapsed, my body limp and spent, and I felt Derrick's seed spill inside me, hot and thick. The sensation sent another tremor through me, and I moaned weakly against Larry's shaft before he, too, found his release, his seed flooding my mouth.

I swallowed, not because I wanted to, but because I had no will left to resist.

When it was over, I lay between them, my body aching and bruised, my heart hollow and empty. The fire had burned low, casting long shadows across the tent. I stared at the flickering flames and felt nothing but this strange, aching emptiness.

I had crossed a line from which there was no return. The Sect Leader I had been was gone, replaced by this broken, shameful creature who had found pleasure in his own degradation.

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