The apartment was quiet, the only sound the soft hum of the refrigerator from the kitchen. Chen Yiting sat alone at the dining table, a half-empty bottle of red wine in front of her, the second glass nearly drained. She had changed into a loose nightgown, the thin cotton clinging to her small frame. The digital clock on the microwave read 11:47 PM. Mai Wanghui had texted two hours ago: *"Working late again, don't wait up."* She had replied with a simple *"Okay,"* then poured herself another glass.
The wine was cheap, a little sharp on the tongue, but it dulled the edges of her loneliness. She thought about the last time her husband had touched her—six months ago, maybe more. He came home exhausted, ate dinner in silence, and fell asleep on the couch watching news. She had tried, once, wearing a silky chemise she'd bought online, but he just patted her head and said, *"Not tonight, I'm beat."* The shame of that memory burned hotter than the wine.
She finished the glass and wobbled to the bedroom. The ceiling fan spun lazily overhead. She lay down, the mattress cool against her flushed skin. The room spun gently as she closed her eyes, the alcohol pulling her under. She didn't bother to lock the door.
Sometime later—she couldn't say how long—a muffled click stirred her from a hazy dream. The bedroom door swung open, a sliver of hallway light cutting across the floor. She thought it was her husband, finally home. But the footsteps were too careful, too soft. And the smell that drifted in was not the familiar scent of office air and deodorant, but something older, like tobacco and Chinese medicine.
Her father-in-law.
She kept her eyes shut, her body stiff as a board. The old man had been staying with them for two months, ever since his wife passed. He usually slept through the night, but now he was here, in their bedroom, his silhouette dark against the dim light.
He stood at the foot of the bed. She heard his breathing, slow and deliberate. Then the mattress dipped as he sat on the edge. Her heart hammered, but the wine kept her limbs heavy, her eyelids thick. *Pretend to sleep,* she told herself. *He'll leave.*
But he didn't.
His hand landed on her ankle, light as a spider. She flinched, but couldn't cry out. His fingers crept upward, over the hem of her nightgown, across her calf. The touch was dry and rough, the palm callused from years of manual labor. She tried to pull her leg away, but it didn't move right, as if her body had a mind of its own.
*Stop,* she wanted to say. But a deeper voice whispered, *You're drunk. Don't make a scene.*
His hand moved higher, past her knee, to the bare skin of her thigh. She squeezed her eyes tighter. *This is wrong,* she thought. *He's my husband's father.* But the wine fogged her will. And beneath the fog was a terrible hunger, a need so long ignored that it pulsed in her gut like a second heartbeat. Six months of emptiness. Of pretending not to want.
His fingers brushed the edge of her underwear. She gasped, a small, sharp intake of air.
He froze.
Then he spoke, his voice a low whisper, almost tender: *"Yiting, you're so pretty when you sleep."*
She forced her eyes open. The room was dark, but she could see his face, the gleam of his eyes, the slight smile that wasn't kind. Her mouth went dry.
*"Father..."* she managed, the word strange and foreign.
*"Shh,"* he said, pressing a finger to his lips. *"Don't wake the neighbors."* His hand didn't retreat. It rested on her hip, heavy and commanding.
She should have screamed. Should have pushed him away, called her husband, thrown him out of the house. But her body remembered the emptiness, and the wine had loosened the lock she kept on her heart. The shame rose like bile, but so did the heat—a secret, shameful heat that made her arch her back just a little, just enough.
He noticed. His smile widened.
*"You miss it, don't you?"* he whispered. *"Being touched."*
Her eyes filled with tears, but she didn't answer. She didn't pull away.
His hand slid down, cupping her through the thin cotton. A sob escaped her throat, part protest, part surrender. The ceiling fan whirred overhead, spinning shadows across the room. Somewhere in the distance, a car alarm blared and faded.
She lay still, trembling, as her father-in-law leaned closer, his breath hot on her neck. And in that dark, drunken silence, Chen Yiting let herself sink—into the wine, into the night, into the betrayal she had never thought she would commit.