The late afternoon sun slanted through the tall windows of the university library, casting long rectangles of gold across the polished floor. Xu Beiyan leaned against a bookshelf in the history section, a worn volume of Ming dynasty records open in his hands. He wasn't reading. His gaze followed Yao Yao as she moved between the stacks, her slender fingers trailing along the spines of books.
She stopped at the end of the aisle, pretending to study a text on classical poetry. But he caught the way her breath hitched when she noticed him watching. Her cheeks flushed—a delicate pink that betrayed her composure.
Xu Beiyan closed the book and walked toward her, his footsteps soft on the carpet. “Yao Yao,” he said, his voice low and warm. “I didn’t expect to find you here.”
She turned, startled, the book almost slipping from her hands. He caught it, his fingers brushing hers. “Senior Xu,” she stammered. “I… I was just looking for some references.”
“For Professor Lin’s seminar?” He stepped closer, close enough that she had to tilt her head back to meet his eyes. “I remember you mentioned that assignment last week. You were worried about the Tang dynasty section.”
Her eyes widened. “You remembered?”
“Of course.” He smiled, a careful curve of his lips that held no warmth but seemed to her like kindness itself. “I thought I might help. I’ve already marked a few key sources.” He pulled a folded note from his pocket and pressed it into her palm. “Come find me at the east reading room tomorrow afternoon. I’ll go over them with you.”
Yao Yao clutched the note as if it were gold. Her heart hammered against her ribs. “Thank you, Senior Xu. That’s… that’s very generous.”
“Not at all.” He stepped back, letting the distance settle between them. “I enjoy seeing you succeed, Yao Yao.”
She watched him walk away, her legs weak. The note burned in her hand. She unfolded it and read a simple line: *Meet me alone. Same time. Don’t tell Zhou Yuan.*
She should have been alarmed. Instead, a shiver of anticipation ran through her.
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Two days later, Xu Beiyan stood at the door of the university’s taekwondo dojo, watching Wu Yao drill combinations on a heavy bag. Sweat darkened the collar of her uniform, and each punch landed with a sharp crack. She moved with controlled fury, her body a weapon honed to perfection.
He waited until she paused to wipe her face with a towel. Then he stepped inside, letting the door click shut behind him.
Wu Yao spun around, her stance defensive. When she saw him, her shoulders relaxed, but her eyes narrowed. “Xu Beiyan. What do you want?”
“Just admiring your form,” he said, leaning against the wall. “Your right hook could use a slight adjustment, though.”
She scoffed. “You think you can teach me anything about fighting?”
“I think I can teach you a lot of things.” He walked slowly toward her, circling the mat. The space felt smaller with each step. “But I didn’t come here to spar.”
“Then why?”
He stopped an arm’s length away. “I’ve noticed you watching me. In the cafeteria, during assemblies. You think I don’t see it, but I do.”
Wu Yao’s jaw tightened. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“You’re a soldier, Wu Yao. You know when a threat is real.” His voice dropped to a whisper. “And you know when your body betrays you.”
She wanted to hit him. Her fists clenched. But she also felt a strange, unwelcome heat curl in her stomach. He was too close. His scent—clean soap and something darker—filled her senses.
He reached out, not touching her, but his hand hovered near her cheek. “I won’t hurt you,” he murmured. “But I want you to come to me when you feel that ache. When you can’t sleep at night because something’s missing.”
“You’re insane,” she said, but her voice cracked.
“Maybe.” He smiled. “But you’ll still come.”
He turned and walked out, leaving her standing alone in the empty dojo, her fists trembling at her sides.
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Su Youwei sat in the campus garden, a sketchbook open on her lap. She was drawing the koi pond, but her lines were half-hearted. Zhou Yuan had been busy with his thesis, and she felt the familiar loneliness creeping in.
A shadow fell across the page. She looked up to see Xu Beiyan, a gentle smile on his face, a single white lily in his hand.
“You looked like you could use some company,” he said, offering the flower.
“Oh, Senior Xu. You didn’t have to.” She took the lily, her cheeks warming. He was always so thoughtful—bringing tea to study sessions, remembering everyone’s birthdays. Zhou Yuan often praised him as his most reliable friend.
“I was passing by and saw you here. You seemed lost in thought.” He sat on the bench beside her, leaving a respectful distance. “Is everything all right?”
“Just tired,” she admitted. “Zhou Yuan is so focused on his research lately. I hardly see him.”
Xu Beiyan nodded sympathetically. “He’s lucky to have someone so patient. But it’s important to take care of yourself too.” He tilted his head, studying her sketch. “That’s beautiful. The way you’ve captured the light on the water.”
She flushed again. “It’s just a rough draft.”
“No, really. You have a gift.” He met her eyes, and she felt a flutter in her chest that she quickly suppressed. This was Zhou Yuan’s friend. Nothing more.
“Thank you,” she said softly.
He stood, brushing off his trousers. “If you ever need someone to talk to—or just a quiet afternoon—I’m always around. No strings attached.”
She watched him walk away, the lily still in her hand. She told herself it was just kindness. But a small, guilty part of her wished he would stay.
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That evening, Zhou Yuan found Xu Beiyan in the common room of their dormitory, reviewing notes. He dropped onto the sofa beside him with a groan.
“Man, I’m exhausted. Su Youwei wanted to go for a walk, but I had to finish that literature review. I hope she’s not upset.”
Xu Beiyan looked up from his papers, his expression mild. “I ran into her in the garden earlier. She seemed fine. A little lonely, maybe, but she understands how hard you’re working.”
Zhou Yuan sighed with relief. “Good. She’s been so supportive. I don’t know what I’d do without her.”
Xu Beiyan closed his notebook. “You’re a lucky man, Zhou Yuan. Yao Yao, Wu Yao, and Su Youwei—they all care about you deeply.”
“Yeah.” Zhou Yuan smiled, oblivious. “I appreciate that they’ve been hanging out with you too. It’s good to know you’re looking out for them while I’m buried in work.”
“Always,” Xu Beiyan said softly. “I’ll look out for them.”
As Zhou Yuan rambled on about his thesis, Xu Beiyan’s gaze drifted to the window. In the reflection, he saw his own smile—patient, loyal, trustworthy.
Perfect.