The morning light crept through the cracks in the stable walls, casting thin lines of gold across the hay-strewn floor. Lin Yi stood with a pitchfork in his hands, his knuckles white around the wooden handle as he forked soiled straw into a wheelbarrow. The smell of horse manure and sweat filled his nostrils, but it was nothing compared to the stench he carried in his memory—the taste of that cup, the image of his wife’s trembling lips, the sound of his daughter’s innocent laughter twisted into something else.
He had not slept. Every time he closed his eyes, he saw Su Wanqing’s face, pale and resigned, as she swallowed. He saw Lin Xiaoyu’s defiant glare slowly crumbling into vacant submission. He saw Lin Yue, his little girl, smiling at that fat man as if he were a kindly uncle. The thoughts churned in his gut like spoiled milk.
From the stable doorway, he could see the main building of the inn. It looked almost picturesque in the morning light—white walls, blue shutters, flower boxes under the windows. A picture of rural peace. But Lin Yi knew what happened behind those shutters. He knew because he had watched. And he knew he would watch again, because watching was all he had left.
He had been ordered to work here until noon, mucking out the stalls and hauling water. The innkeeper had told him with a benevolent smile, “A man must earn his keep, Lin Yi. Honest work builds character.” The old man’s eyes had glittered with something that was not kindness.
Lin Yi stabbed the pitchfork into the hay and leaned against the stable wall. He pressed his ear to the rough wood, but he could hear nothing from the inn. The morning was quiet. Too quiet. That meant the training had already begun.
He slipped out of the stable and moved along the shadowed side of the building, keeping his steps light. He knew the layout now. The guest rooms on the second floor had windows that faced the garden, but there was a service stairwell at the back that led to a narrow corridor. He had discovered it the day before, a forgotten passage lined with dusty curtains where he could press his eye to a crack in the paneling and see into the largest guest room.
He climbed the stairs with practiced silence, his heart hammering against his ribs. He told himself he was gathering information. He told himself he needed to know what they were doing to her, to all of them, so he could plan. But the truth, the shameful truth that clawed at the back of his mind, was that he needed to see her. He needed to see Su Wanqing. And he needed to feel that pain, because pain was still a feeling, and he was terrified of the numbness that waited for him if he stopped feeling anything.
He reached the landing and pressed himself into the alcove, his eye finding the familiar crack in the wood.
The room inside was bright with morning sun. Su Wanqing stood near the window, her back to him. She was dressed in a gown that Lin Yi had never seen before—a thin, silken thing the color of cheap wine, cut low at the neck and slit high up the thigh. The fabric clung to her curves, leaving little to the imagination. Her arms were bare. Her hair was loose, cascading down her shoulders.
The innkeeper sat in a high-backed chair near the fireplace, a cup of tea in his hand, watching her with the calm appraisal of a man inspecting livestock.
“Turn around,” he said.
Su Wanqing hesitated. Her shoulders tensed. Then, slowly, she turned.
Lin Yi’s breath caught. Her face was composed, serene, the face she wore when she was trying to be brave for their children. But her eyes were red-rimmed, and there was a tremor in her lower lip that she could not hide. The gown left her neck and collarbone bare, and Lin Yi could see the faint purple marks from the night before—finger-shaped bruises on her hips, a bite mark on her shoulder.
“Walk to the door,” the innkeeper said.
She took a step. The slit in the gown parted, revealing her bare leg.
“No, no,” the innkeeper said, setting down his tea. “Walk like you mean to be seen. Sway your hips. You’re not a wife this morning, Su Wanqing. You’re a servant. A pretty servant who knows her place.”
Su Wanqing closed her eyes for a moment. Then she took a breath, squared her shoulders, and walked again. This time, there was a deliberate swing to her hips, a practiced seduction that made Lin Yi’s stomach clench.
“Better,” the innkeeper said. “The guests in Room Four will be hungry soon. You will bring them their breakfast. You will smile at them. You will let them look at you, and if they want to touch, you will let them touch. Do you understand?”
“Yes,” she said, her voice flat.
“Yes, what?”
A pause. “Yes… innkeeper.”
“Good girl.” He stood and walked toward her, and Lin Yi saw his hand reach out and cup her breast through the thin silk. Su Wanqing flinched but did not pull away. The innkeeper squeezed, his thumb rubbing over her nipple. “You’re learning. But you have a long way to go. Serve the guests well, and tonight I will be gentle. Disappoint me, and I will have Jack teach you what happens to disobedient whores.”
Su Wanqing’s face remained still. She nodded once.
The innkeeper patted her cheek. “Go now. I have other matters to attend to.”
Lin Yi pulled back from the crack as the innkeeper moved toward the door. He pressed himself into the shadows of the stairwell, barely breathing, as the old man stepped out into the corridor and walked away, his footsteps fading down the main stairs.
Lin Yi stayed frozen for a long moment. Then, slowly, he crept back down the stairwell, his mind a storm of rage and helplessness.
He needed to see the others. He needed to know.
The kitchen was at the back of the inn, a large, steamy room with a massive stone hearth and a wood-fired stove. Lin Yi approached it from the garden side, crouching low behind a hedge, and peered through the grimy window.
The heat hit the glass, fogging it slightly, but he could see well enough. Lin Xiaoyu stood at the stove, stirring a large pot of porridge. She was wearing a simple dress, the same one she had worn when they arrived, but it was unbuttoned at the top, and her hair was disheveled.
Jack was behind her.
He moved like a predator, quiet despite his size, and before Lin Yi could look away, the big man had pressed himself against Lin Xiaoyu’s back, his massive hands gripping her hips. Lin Xiaoyu stiffened, but she did not cry out. She did not struggle.
“Don’t stop stirring,” Jack growled, his voice low and rough. “The porridge will burn.”
Lin Xiaoyu’s hand trembled, but she kept the spoon moving. Jack’s hands slid down her hips, hitching up her skirt. He pushed her forward, bending her over the edge of the stove.
Lin Yi’s throat tightened. He wanted to look away. He wanted to run in there, to grab something, anything, and smash it over that man’s head. But his feet were rooted to the ground, and his eyes, traitorous and hungry, stayed fixed on the window.
Jack did not rush. He worked with a brutal efficiency, his body pounding into Lin Xiaoyu as she gripped the edge of the stove, her knuckles white. But what Lin Yi noticed, what made his blood run cold, was the sound.
It started as a whimper, a thin, animal sound of pain. But then it changed. The whimper became a gasp, and the gasp became a low moan. Lin Xiaoyu’s head fell back, and her eyes fluttered closed.
“That’s it,” Jack grunted, his pace quickening. “You like it now, don’t you? You like being used.”
Lin Xiaoyu bit her lip, but a strangled cry escaped her throat. It was not a cry of pain. It was something else, something that made Lin Yi’s stomach turn. She was enjoying it. Her hips were pushing back against him, her body betraying the resistance her mind had abandoned.
“Say it,” Jack said, his breath hot against her ear. “Say you like it.”
“I… I like it,” she whispered, and there was a sob in her voice, but also a thread of something shameful and true.
Jack laughed, a low, ugly sound, and drove into her harder. The stove rattled. The porridge bubbled over.
Lin Yi turned away. His hand went to his trousers, trembling, and he closed his eyes. He hated himself for what he was about to do. He hated the heat spreading through his own body, the horrible arousal that mixed with his fury. But he could not stop. He unfastened his trousers, took himself in hand, and began to stroke, his eyes fixed on the garden path, his mind filled with images he wished he could burn away.
A giggle came from the garden.
Lin Yi froze. His hand dropped. He looked up.
Across the lawn, near the rose bushes, Zhao Dapang sat on a stone bench. Lin Yue was beside him, her small hand clutching a lollipop, her face smeared with sticky pink sugar. She was laughing.
Lin Yi’s heart stopped.
Zhao Dapang was holding something, a small toy car, and he drove it along the bench, making engine noises. Lin Yue clapped her hands.
“Can I have it?” she asked, her voice high and sweet.
“Maybe,” Zhao Dapang said, his pudgy fingers stroking the toy. “But you need to finish your drink first.”
He gestured to a cup sitting on the bench beside him. It was the same kind of cup Lin Yi had seen the night before. Creamy white.
Lin Yue wrinkled her nose. “I don’t like that drink. It tastes yucky.”
“I know, sweetheart. But it’s good for you. And if you drink it all, I’ll give you the car and another lollipop.”
Lin Yue looked at the cup. She looked at the toy car. Then she picked up the cup, held her nose, and drank.
Lin Yi watched his daughter swallow, watched the white liquid dribble down her chin, watched Zhao Dapang’s eyes gleam with satisfaction. He did not move. He could not move. His hand was still on himself, and the shame was so complete, so absolute, that he felt like he was dissolving into the earth.
“Good girl,” Zhao Dapang said, taking the empty cup from her hands. “Now, for being so brave, I have a special treat.”
He reached into his pocket and pulled out a small bottle. It was filled with a pale blue liquid. “This is fairy juice. It tastes like blueberries. But you have to drink it the special way. You have to drink it from the bottle, very slowly, while I count to ten.”
Lin Yue’s eyes widened. “Blueberries?”
“Blueberries.” He unscrewed the cap and held the bottle to her lips. “Open wide.”
She obeyed. Zhao Dapang tilted the bottle, and the blue liquid flowed into her mouth. She swallowed, then coughed.
“One,” Zhao Dapang said. “Two…”
Lin Yi forced himself to look away. His hand was trembling, and he realized he was still hard, still aching, and he hated himself with a hatred so pure it felt like a prayer. He turned and stumbled back toward the stable, his trousers still undone, his mind a chaos of images—Su Wanqing in that gown, Lin Xiaoyu moaning on the stove, Lin Yue drinking from that cup.
He did not make it to the stable.
A hand grabbed his shoulder, spinning him around. The innkeeper stood there, his face calm, his eyes amused as they glanced down at Lin Yi’s exposed state.
“Working hard, are we?” the innkeeper said.
Lin Yi’s mouth opened, but no words came out. He fumbled with his trousers, his face burning.
“I saw you watching,” the innkeeper said, his voice soft and almost affectionate. “From the kitchen window. From the garden. I saw everything. Do you think I don’t know about my own inn?” He leaned closer, and his breath was warm and foul. “Do you think it’s a secret, the way you spy on your own family? The way you touch yourself while your daughter drinks my seed?”
Lin Yi’s hand came up, balled into a fist, but the innkeeper caught his wrist with surprising strength.
“No, no,” the innkeeper said, shaking his head. “You don’t get to be angry. You don’t get to play the outraged husband. You’re the one who watches. You’re the one who does nothing. You’re the one who gets hard.” He released Lin Yi’s wrist and stepped back, brushing dust from his coat. “You’re part of this now, Lin Yi. You’re my audience. And you’ll keep watching, because watching is all you’re good
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