The night pressed against the window of Lin Yu’s dormitory like a black tide, swallowing the glow of the city. His laptop screen was the only light in the room, casting harsh shadows across his face. He had been scrolling for hours, aimlessly drifting through the dark web—a place he had stumbled into out of boredom and, perhaps, a growing desperation he refused to name.
His fingers paused over a listing that made his stomach tighten.
*Hypnotic Reconditioning – Reshape Desire, Rewire Pleasure. Discreet. Remote. Irreversible.*
The words seemed to pulse on the screen. Lin Yu’s breath hitched. He thought of Zhang Tong—her soft, trusting eyes, the way she curled into him when they video-called. She loved him, he knew that. But lately, her smiles had become brittle, and her voice carried a note of apology whenever the conversation drifted to intimacy.
He remembered the last time they were together, three months ago in her cramped student apartment in Suzhou. She had been willing, eager even, but after ten minutes her body had gone still, her breath shallow with effort instead of pleasure. She had kissed his cheek afterward and whispered, “It’s okay. I just… it’s hard for me.” He had held her, but inside, a cold knot of inadequacy had tightened.
Now, staring at the advertisement, that knot twisted into something darker. *What if I could fix her?* The thought was seductive. *What if I could make her need me, really need me?* He told himself it was for her—for her pleasure, for their relationship. But deep in the hollow of his chest, he knew the truth: it was for him. To prove he could satisfy her. To own her desire.
He clicked the link.
The page loaded slowly, a simple chat interface with no branding, just a single name: *Kevin*. Lin Yu typed with trembling fingers.
*Is this real? The hypnosis service?*
A reply came within seconds. *Yes. I’ve helped many couples unlock deeper intimacy. What is your specific concern?*
Lin Yu swallowed. *My girlfriend… she can’t climax. I want her to be more… responsive. But I don’t want to hurt her.*
*No need for force,* the reply read. *Hypnosis works with the subconscious. She will want what you want her to want. But she must be willing to participate in the process. Do you think she would agree to a therapy session?*
A pit formed in Lin Yu’s stomach. *She would never agree to that. She doesn’t think there’s a problem.*
*Then we use a different method,* Kevin typed. *I have an app. It appears to be a meditation and relaxation program—very popular, very innocent. She installs it, I connect remotely, and the sessions begin gradually. She will think she is learning to calm her anxiety. In truth, I will be planting suggestions that will awaken her hidden desires. Over time, she will become… open.*
Lin Yu’s hands hovered over the keyboard. *Open?*
*She will want you. Desperately. And she will do anything to please you. Isn’t that what you want?*
The words burned into Lin Yu’s mind. *Anything to please you.* He thought of Zhang Tong’s shy smile, her reluctance to try new things in bed, the way she always apologized for being “broken.” If he could fix her—if he could make her confident, eager, satisfied—then maybe he could finally feel like enough.
But a small, sane voice whispered: *This is wrong. You’re manipulating her.*
He silenced it.
*What’s the app called?* he typed.
Kevin sent a link and a brief set of instructions. *Make sure she uses it every night before sleep. Consistency is key. Do not tell her what it really is. She must trust it completely. Do you agree to the terms?*
Lin Yu hesitated, his mouse cursor hovering over the “Yes” button. The room felt colder. He could hear his roommate’s faint snoring from the next bed, the hum of the old refrigerator in the hallway. Everything was so ordinary, so safe. And yet here he was, about to cross a line he knew he couldn’t uncross.
He thought of Zhang Tong’s face—the way she looked at him with such earnest love. He remembered her saying, “I trust you more than anyone.”
*I’m doing this for us,* he told himself. *For her.*
He clicked “Yes.”
Kevin’s reply came instantly. *Excellent. Initiate the install within 48 hours. I will monitor her progress. Do not contact me again unless necessary. The less you know, the better for both of us.*
The chat disconnected. The advertisement vanished, replaced by a blank white page. Lin Yu closed the laptop and sat in the dark, his heart pounding. He felt exhilarated and sick, powerful and ashamed. He had done it. He had made a pact with a stranger to reshape his girlfriend’s mind.
He retrieved his phone and opened a text to Zhang Tong.
*Baby, I found this meditation app that’s supposed to be amazing for anxiety. My friend recommended it. Want me to send you the link? I thought it might help you relax before exams.*
He stared at the message, his thumb trembling over the send button. *She’ll thank me later,* he told himself. *When she feels whole, when she finally understands what pleasure is, she’ll thank me.*
He pressed send.
The reply came two minutes later. *Aww, you’re so sweet! Yes, send it over. I’ll try anything to calm my nerves. Miss you.*
Lin Yu set the phone down and lay back on his bed, staring at the ceiling. The dark tide of his thoughts washed over him, and he let himself sink. He told himself it was love that had driven him to this. But as the hours passed and sleep refused to come, he began to wonder: was it love—or the desperate need to control what he feared he could never truly possess?