Hypnosis of the Dark Tide

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The night pressed against the window of Lin Yu’s dormitory like a black tide, swallowing the glow of the city. His laptop screen was the only light in the room,
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A Secret Pact

The night pressed against the window of Lin Yu’s dormitory like a black tide, swallowing the glow of the city. His laptop screen was the only light in the room, casting harsh shadows across his face. He had been scrolling for hours, aimlessly drifting through the dark web—a place he had stumbled into out of boredom and, perhaps, a growing desperation he refused to name.

His fingers paused over a listing that made his stomach tighten.

*Hypnotic Reconditioning – Reshape Desire, Rewire Pleasure. Discreet. Remote. Irreversible.*

The words seemed to pulse on the screen. Lin Yu’s breath hitched. He thought of Zhang Tong—her soft, trusting eyes, the way she curled into him when they video-called. She loved him, he knew that. But lately, her smiles had become brittle, and her voice carried a note of apology whenever the conversation drifted to intimacy.

He remembered the last time they were together, three months ago in her cramped student apartment in Suzhou. She had been willing, eager even, but after ten minutes her body had gone still, her breath shallow with effort instead of pleasure. She had kissed his cheek afterward and whispered, “It’s okay. I just… it’s hard for me.” He had held her, but inside, a cold knot of inadequacy had tightened.

Now, staring at the advertisement, that knot twisted into something darker. *What if I could fix her?* The thought was seductive. *What if I could make her need me, really need me?* He told himself it was for her—for her pleasure, for their relationship. But deep in the hollow of his chest, he knew the truth: it was for him. To prove he could satisfy her. To own her desire.

He clicked the link.

The page loaded slowly, a simple chat interface with no branding, just a single name: *Kevin*. Lin Yu typed with trembling fingers.

*Is this real? The hypnosis service?*

A reply came within seconds. *Yes. I’ve helped many couples unlock deeper intimacy. What is your specific concern?*

Lin Yu swallowed. *My girlfriend… she can’t climax. I want her to be more… responsive. But I don’t want to hurt her.*

*No need for force,* the reply read. *Hypnosis works with the subconscious. She will want what you want her to want. But she must be willing to participate in the process. Do you think she would agree to a therapy session?*

A pit formed in Lin Yu’s stomach. *She would never agree to that. She doesn’t think there’s a problem.*

*Then we use a different method,* Kevin typed. *I have an app. It appears to be a meditation and relaxation program—very popular, very innocent. She installs it, I connect remotely, and the sessions begin gradually. She will think she is learning to calm her anxiety. In truth, I will be planting suggestions that will awaken her hidden desires. Over time, she will become… open.*

Lin Yu’s hands hovered over the keyboard. *Open?*

*She will want you. Desperately. And she will do anything to please you. Isn’t that what you want?*

The words burned into Lin Yu’s mind. *Anything to please you.* He thought of Zhang Tong’s shy smile, her reluctance to try new things in bed, the way she always apologized for being “broken.” If he could fix her—if he could make her confident, eager, satisfied—then maybe he could finally feel like enough.

But a small, sane voice whispered: *This is wrong. You’re manipulating her.*

He silenced it.

*What’s the app called?* he typed.

Kevin sent a link and a brief set of instructions. *Make sure she uses it every night before sleep. Consistency is key. Do not tell her what it really is. She must trust it completely. Do you agree to the terms?*

Lin Yu hesitated, his mouse cursor hovering over the “Yes” button. The room felt colder. He could hear his roommate’s faint snoring from the next bed, the hum of the old refrigerator in the hallway. Everything was so ordinary, so safe. And yet here he was, about to cross a line he knew he couldn’t uncross.

He thought of Zhang Tong’s face—the way she looked at him with such earnest love. He remembered her saying, “I trust you more than anyone.”

*I’m doing this for us,* he told himself. *For her.*

He clicked “Yes.”

Kevin’s reply came instantly. *Excellent. Initiate the install within 48 hours. I will monitor her progress. Do not contact me again unless necessary. The less you know, the better for both of us.*

The chat disconnected. The advertisement vanished, replaced by a blank white page. Lin Yu closed the laptop and sat in the dark, his heart pounding. He felt exhilarated and sick, powerful and ashamed. He had done it. He had made a pact with a stranger to reshape his girlfriend’s mind.

He retrieved his phone and opened a text to Zhang Tong.

*Baby, I found this meditation app that’s supposed to be amazing for anxiety. My friend recommended it. Want me to send you the link? I thought it might help you relax before exams.*

He stared at the message, his thumb trembling over the send button. *She’ll thank me later,* he told himself. *When she feels whole, when she finally understands what pleasure is, she’ll thank me.*

He pressed send.

The reply came two minutes later. *Aww, you’re so sweet! Yes, send it over. I’ll try anything to calm my nerves. Miss you.*

Lin Yu set the phone down and lay back on his bed, staring at the ceiling. The dark tide of his thoughts washed over him, and he let himself sink. He told himself it was love that had driven him to this. But as the hours passed and sleep refused to come, he began to wonder: was it love—or the desperate need to control what he feared he could never truly possess?

The First Command

The meditation app was called "Tranquil Tide." Zhang Tong had downloaded it after seeing an advertisement while scrolling through her feed late one night—something about guided relaxation and deep sleep. She had been struggling with restlessness lately, her mind tangled with thoughts of Lin Yu and the distance between them, of exams and deadlines, of the vague, shapeless dissatisfaction that seemed to settle in her chest each evening.

The first few nights were pleasant. A soft female voice guided her through breathing exercises, her body sinking into the mattress as tension drained from her shoulders. The app timed out after twenty minutes, leaving her in a silence that felt deeper and more restful than anything she had achieved on her own. She told Lin Yu about it during one of their video calls, and he had nodded approvingly, his smile warm.

"Glad you're taking care of yourself," he said. "Let me know how it goes."

So she continued. Night after night, she plugged her phone in, placed it on the nightstand, and let the gentle tones wash over her. She never listened past the end of the guided session—or so she thought.

On the fifth night, something changed.

She was already half-asleep when the app finished its usual routine. The female voice faded, and the silence stretched for what felt like a long time. Then, very quietly, a new sound emerged. A low male voice, barely above a whisper, speaking in a rhythm that seemed to match her slowing heartbeat.

"You are safe," it said. "You are comfortable. Your body is heavy, and your mind is open."

Zhang Tong stirred slightly, the words reaching her through layers of drowsiness. She should have been alarmed. A stranger's voice in her bedroom, in the dead of night—but the voice was smooth, soothing, and it felt as natural as the hum of her own breath.

"Listen only to my words," the voice continued. "They are for you. They are meant for your deepest self."

She did not resist. She could not. Sleep had already claimed the parts of her that might have questioned, that might have reached for the phone and turned it off. The parts that remained were soft, receptive, floating in a warm ocean of obedience.

"Release your bodily shame," the voice said, slow and deliberate. "Your body is not a thing to be hidden. It is a vessel for pleasure. For freedom. Let the covers fall away. Let the fabric fall away. There is no one watching. There is nothing to fear. Let your skin feel the air. Let it be free."

Her hands moved. She was not aware of giving them permission. They slid beneath the hem of her cotton pajama top, fingers finding the buttons, working them open one by one. Then her arms lifted, and the top was gone, discarded somewhere in the dark. Her shorts followed. Her underwear. All of it. She lay naked on her side, the cool night air brushing against her chest and thighs, and her breathing slowed even further.

"Good," the voice said. "That is good. You will not remember this. But your body will remember. It will learn. It will crave."

The app fell silent. The screen dimmed. And Zhang Tong slipped into a sleep so deep that she did not dream.

She woke to sunlight streaming through the curtains and the strange sensation of cool sheets against her bare stomach. For a moment, she did not understand. Her eyes travelled down her body, and her breath caught in her throat. She was completely naked. The pajamas she had worn to bed were scattered on the floor—the top near the foot of the bed, the shorts by the door, as if she had thrown them across the room.

Her heart began to pound. She sat up, clutching the duvet to her chest, staring at the discarded clothes as if they might offer an explanation. Had she taken them off in her sleep? She had never been a restless sleeper. She had never sleepwalked, never done anything like this. A chill ran down her spine.

She dressed quickly, avoiding her own reflection in the mirror. When she finally forced herself to look, she saw only her own face—pale, tired, confused. She told herself it was nothing. A hot night. A vivid dream. She must have been warmer than she realized.

But she did not delete the app.

That evening, Lin Yu called. His face appeared on her laptop screen, slightly pixelated, his smile familiar and reassuring. She was wearing a camisole top—something she rarely wore for video calls, usually opting for a T-shirt or hoodie. She had put it on without thinking, drawn to its thin straps and low neckline. Only when she saw his eyes widen did she realize what she had done.

"Hey," he said, his voice soft. "You look… nice."

She felt a flush creep up her neck. "Just a regular night."

"That top." He tilted his head, studying her. "I don't think I've seen you wear that before."

"It was in my drawer." She shrugged, trying to sound casual. "It's comfortable."

"It suits you." His gaze lingered on her collarbone, on the curve of her shoulder. "Are you feeling okay? You look a little tired."

She hesitated. She wanted to tell him about the morning, about finding herself naked, about the unease that had followed her through the day. But his eyes were kind, his tone concerned, and she did not want to worry him over something so strange and unexplainable.

"I'm fine," she said. "Just didn't sleep great."

He nodded, but she saw a flicker in his expression—something quick and sharp, like satisfaction, before it dissolved back into care. "Make sure you rest tonight. Drink some tea. Maybe skip the meditation if it's not helping."

"No, it helps," she said quickly. "It's good. Really."

She did not know why she defended it. But the thought of stopping made her feel anxious, as if she would be missing something important.

Over the next few days, she noticed small changes. Her clothing choices shifted. She reached for tops with lower necklines, for shorts that ended higher on her thighs. She bought a pair of lace panties during a quick trip to a department store, telling herself they were for her own confidence, that it was normal to want to feel pretty. She wore them under her jeans, and the sensation of the delicate fabric against her skin made her feel restless and alert.

One evening, during a call with Lin Yu, she broke down.

"I keep wanting to buy lingerie," she said, her voice strained. "Like, really sexy stuff. Lace. Satin. Things I've never worn before. It's like this urge I can't control. Every time I see an ad online, I click it. I almost bought a babydoll set yesterday."

Lin Yu's eyebrows rose. He was quiet for a moment, then his smile returned, softer now, almost gentle. "There's nothing wrong with that. You're exploring. It's healthy."

"But it's not me," she said. "I've never cared about this stuff. You know that."

"People change." His voice was low, reassuring. "Maybe you're discovering a new side of yourself. Don't fight it."

She wanted to argue. She wanted to tell him that it felt like something was pushing her, guiding her, whispering at the edges of her consciousness. But the words would not come. Instead, she nodded, and the tightness in her chest eased slightly.

"You're right," she said. "Maybe I'm overthinking."

After the call ended, she sat in the dark of her dorm room, staring at her phone. The meditation app was still on her home screen. She had not opened it that night, but now her thumb hovered over the icon. Her pulse quickened. The voice from that first night—the low male voice—was a memory she could almost feel, like an echo in her bones.

She opened the app.

The guided session began, the familiar female voice, the breathing exercises, the slow descent into relaxation. She closed her eyes. But even as she drifted, she knew—somewhere in the depths of her mind, a different voice was waiting. Patient. Hungry. Ready to speak again.

And she would listen.

The Budding Exposure

The hypnosis session ended with Kevin’s voice fading into the hum of the apartment’s old refrigerator. Zhang Tong blinked, disoriented, finding herself in her dorm room with the evening light slanting through the blinds. She checked her phone—the anxiety app was open, but there was no new command. She felt a strange fog in her head, as though she had just woken from a dream she couldn’t quite recall. Shaking it off, she started her homework, the unease quickly buried under routine.

The next afternoon, she was walking across the campus green, the sun warm on her shoulders. Without warning, her feet carried her toward the secluded corner behind the library, a spot hidden by overgrown camellia bushes. Her heart rate climbed, but her hands moved as if guided by strings. She took out her phone, opened the camera, and angled it so her bare shoulder, exposed by the loose off-shoulder top she had worn, filled the frame. The click felt distant, like it belonged to someone else. Her fingers typed out a caption on an anonymous social account—she didn’t remember creating it—and uploaded the photo. Then, as suddenly as it began, the compulsion lifted.

She gasped, stumbling backward. “What—” The photo stared back at her from the screen: her own pale shoulder, a hint of collarbone, the curve of her neck. Nothing explicitly sexual, but intimate in a way that made her stomach clench. She deleted it immediately, her hands shaking. Had she been hacked? Was she sleepwalking? She scanned the empty path, but no one was around. The app on her phone showed no notifications. She hurried back to the dorm, her mind racing with explanations that all felt flimsy.

The next day, she forced herself to stay in the library, studying with fierce concentration. But at 3:47 PM—the same time as yesterday—her legs stood up on their own. Before she could resist, she was at the corner again. This time, the app had a new command: *“Take a photo of your chest, slightly pulled down. Upload.”* She wanted to scream, but her hands obeyed. She captured the image: the top edge of her lace bra, the soft swell of her breasts. Uploaded. Deleted automatically after five seconds, just like the app instructed. When she regained control, she found herself crying silently behind the bushes, her fingers clawing at the bark of the camellia tree.

Something was very wrong. She considered telling Lin Yu, but what would she say? That she was taking secret photos of herself? He would think she was losing her mind. Or worse, that she was doing this on purpose. She resolved to throw away her phone, but then she thought of their video calls, his voice, his reassurance. She couldn’t give that up.

Over the following week, small changes began to accumulate. Zhang Tong noticed her underwear drawer had slowly shifted—the comfortable cotton bras she always wore were replaced by thinner, lacier ones she didn’t recall buying. She checked the tags: they were new, but the delivery labels had her name and address. She assumed she had ordered them in a fugue state, though she had no memory. She put one on anyway, the fabric so thin it felt like a second skin. The sensation against her nipples was distracting, almost irritating.

In the shower one morning, she caught a glimpse of her body in the mirror. Her areolas, usually pale and small, were noticeably redder and swollen, the texture slightly raised. She touched them—they were tender, almost sensitive to the point of pain. “Allergic reaction,” she muttered, checking her soap and laundry detergent. She switched to hypoallergenic products, but the redness persisted, the areolas growing larger, the color deepening to a rosy pink. She went to the campus clinic, but the doctor found no sign of dermatitis. “Maybe hormonal,” he suggested. “Stress can affect things. Keep an eye on it.”

She didn’t tell Lin Yu about the photos or the allergy. She felt a creeping shame, as if her body was betraying her from the inside. But Lin Yu, on the other end of their evening call, noticed the flush in her cheeks, the way she avoided his gaze. “You seem different,” he said, his voice soft, almost hopeful. “Everything okay?”

“Just exams,” she lied.

He didn’t press. He knew. He had seen the screenshots Kevin sent him that morning. The first one: her bare shoulder, innocent enough. The second: her chest, the thin lace barely covering her nipples, which stood out dark and prominent. Lin Yu’s hands trembled as he looked at the images on his laptop. A mix of arousal and nausea churned in his gut. *She’s beautiful. She’s being violated. I’m part of it.* He closed the laptop, then opened it again. He typed back to Kevin: *“Don’t hurt her. Just… just make her want me more.”*

Kevin replied with a smiley face. *“She’s already starting to want things she doesn’t understand. Tonight’s session will deepen it. You’ll see the results tomorrow.”*

Lin Yu lay back on his bed, staring at the ceiling. He thought of Zhang Tong’s trusting eyes, the way she held his hand during their last visit. He thought of her body changing, becoming something he could finally possess. Guilt gnawed at him, but it was a small, distant ache compared to the fire of anticipation.

That night, Zhang Tong felt a familiar drowsiness as she checked the app before bed. A new command appeared: *“Take a full-length photo in your underwear, facing the mirror. Upload. You will not remember.”* She stood up, her body moving of its own accord, and positioned herself in front of the dorm mirror. The camera flash blinked. The image uploaded. She crawled into bed, her mind already slipping into the dark tide, unaware that her boyfriend was watching from afar, his heart a knot of possession and ruin.

The Shackles of Social Media

Zhang Tong’s phone buzzed with a cascade of notifications, a sound that had once made her flinch but now sent a small thrill through her chest. She glanced at the screen: seventy-three new likes, fifteen new followers. Her finger hovered over the app icon, and she felt the familiar pull, the almost physical need to open it and see the comments. *Who are these people? Why do they care?* The questions flickered through her mind, but they were weak, like candle flames in a storm, snuffed out by a deeper, darker compulsion.

This morning, she had chosen a white blouse from her closet, a simple, modest thing she had worn to class a dozen times. But as she held it up, her hands had moved on their own, pushing it aside and reaching for the black, low-cut top she had bought on a whim and never worn. The fabric was thin, clinging, and the neckline dipped far lower than anything she had ever dared. She had stood in front of the mirror, her reflection a stranger—cleavage exposed, shoulders bare—and felt a wave of revulsion. *I can't wear this to campus.* But her body had already pulled the top over her head, and her fingers had deftly adjusted the straps to reveal even more skin.

The walk to the university library was a gauntlet. Male students’ eyes tracked her, lingering on her chest, then sliding up to meet her gaze with a knowing smirk she couldn’t read. She felt exposed, a specimen pinned under glass, and her cheeks burned. But beneath the heat of shame, a second heat simmered, faint and confusing—something that felt almost like satisfaction. *Look at me. Really look.* The thought surfaced unbidden, and she shook her head, trying to dislodge it. *No. I hate this.*

In the library, she found a corner table and opened her laptop, but the words on the screen blurred. Her phone buzzed again. A direct message from Lin Yu: "Saw your new profile pic. You look amazing. So confident!"

She had not changed her profile picture. But the hypnosis had. A command had risen in her mind during a dazed moment in her dorm room, and she had taken a photo—her phone angled down, the dark valley of her cleavage stark against the pale skin. She had uploaded it without conscious thought, then watched the likes flood in. Now Lin Yu’s message felt like a reward. She typed back: "Thanks. Just trying something new."

*He's proud of me. He wants me to be confident.* The thought wrapped around her anxiety like a balm. She closed her eyes, and in the darkness behind her lids, an image surfaced: the gleaming eyes of the black international student who had sat across from her in the cafeteria yesterday. She had felt his gaze on her neck, her chest, and her own gaze had been pulled to him, unable to look away. A strange, hollow ache had bloomed low in her belly. *Why did that feel… right?*

She pushed the image away and focused on Lin Yu's message. She wrote again: "I miss you. Wish you were here." His reply was immediate: "I'm always with you. Keep posting. Show the world how beautiful you are."

The words were kind, but a sliver of something cold lodged in her chest. *Why does he want everyone to see?* She didn't have time to probe the question. Another command rose from the depths of her mind, smooth and irresistible as the tide. *Post a photo. Each day. Show your body. The attention is your oxygen.*

Her fingers moved. She angled her phone, captured a new shot—the top pulled slightly lower, the hint of a bra strap—and uploaded it to her story. The likes began to pour in within seconds. A comment from a stranger: "🔥🔥🔥". Another from a username she didn't recognize: "More please."

Her stomach churned. *I'm becoming a spectacle.* But as she watched the number climb—eighty-seven likes, then a hundred—the nausea faded, replaced by a light, giddy warmth. The anxiety that had gnawed at her all morning, the fear of judgment, the shame of her own skin, melted away. Here, in the digital mirror of her followers, she was beautiful. She was wanted. She was *seen*.

She opened a message from an unfamiliar account, the profile picture a silhouette of a man. "You are so gorgeous. Keep showing us your treasure."

She felt a flush of heat, not shame but something electric. She typed a single emoji: a small smile. Before she could second-guess herself, she pressed send.

That evening, as she sat on her bed scrolling through the endless stream of praise, her phone vibrated with an incoming call. No caller ID. She answered without thinking.

"Good evening, Miss Zhang." The voice was smooth, deep, with a faint accent she couldn't place. It sent a shiver down her spine. Kevin.

"Who is this?" she whispered, though she already knew.

"You've done well today," he said, ignoring her question. "Your mind is opening. But we have more work to do. Close your eyes."

"No, I—" Her protest died in her throat. Her eyes closed. The voice filled the space around her, warm and inescapable.

"Listen to me. The attention you crave is good. But you must learn to crave a specific kind of gaze. The gaze of dark skin. Strong hands. A voice deep like mine." Each word dripped into her, settling into the cracks of her will. "When you see them on campus, you will feel a pull. A hunger. Your body will know what it needs."

She tried to shake her head, but her muscles were slack. *No, I don't want that. I have Lin Yu.* But even as she thought it, the image of the black student from the cafeteria returned, but this time it was sharper, more vivid. His smile. The way his eyes traced her curves. And a new sensation bloomed in her chest—not revulsion, but longing.

"The more you resist, the stronger it becomes," Kevin murmured. "Tomorrow, when you walk through the international student center, you will wear something that shows your shoulders. And you will smile. You will invite their eyes."

"Yes." The word escaped her lips, a whispered surrender.

"Good girl. Now sleep."

The line went dead. Zhang Tong slumped onto her pillow, her eyes closed, but her mind raced with images she could not control. Dark hands. Dark eyes. A gaze that stripped her bare and made her feel whole. The anxiety she had felt that morning was gone, replaced by a strange, gnawing anticipation. *Tomorrow,* she thought, *I'll walk through the center. I'll wear the black top. And I'll see them.*

She opened her phone one last time. The photo she had posted was still accumulating likes—two hundred and thirty now. She looked at her own image, the exposed skin, the inviting smile. A small part of her screamed in protest, but it was very, very quiet. The rest of her was already thinking about the next photo, the next rush of approval, the next set of eyes that would see her and want her.

Lin Yu sent another message: "Proud of you, babe. Keep it up."

She didn't reply. She was too busy scrolling through the profiles of black students from a nearby university that had recently started following her. Her thumb hovered over the follow button. The compulsion was there—faint, but growing. She pressed it. A new connection, a new thread in the web.

Outside her window, the campus lights flickered, casting long shadows across the empty courtyard. The tide was rising. And Zhang Tong, once so afraid of drowning, was beginning to learn how to float.

The Foreign Gaze

The library’s fluorescent lights hummed overhead as Zhang Tong traced her finger along the spine of a Ming dynasty poetry anthology. She had come here to escape—from her own thoughts, from the relentless thrum of desire that pulsed beneath her skin like a second heartbeat. The air smelled of old paper and dust, and for a few blessed minutes, she felt almost normal.

A shadow fell across the shelf.

She looked up. A tall Black student stood a few paces away, his skin the color of dark caramel under the harsh lighting. He wore a loose-fitting hoodie and jeans, a backpack slung over one shoulder. When their eyes met, he smiled—a slow, easy curve of his lips that sent a jolt through her chest.

“Hey,” he said, his voice low and smooth. “Do you know where I can find the Chinese literature section? I’m looking for something by Su Shi.”

She blinked. Her mouth opened, but no sound came out. The smile—there was something in it, something that reached past her defenses and stirred a warmth low in her belly. Her cheeks flushed. “It’s… it’s over there,” she managed, pointing down the aisle. “Third row, left side.”

“Thanks.” He held her gaze a moment longer than necessary, then turned and walked away.

Zhang Tong leaned against the bookshelf, her heart hammering. She told herself it was nothing. Just a polite exchange with a stranger. But the excitement lingered, a fluttering in her chest that felt dangerous and delicious all at once. She didn’t know his name. She didn’t need to. In the back of her mind, a voice whispered: *You want him to look at you again. You want him to see you.*

She shook her head, trying to dislodge the thought. It was the hypnosis. It had to be. Kevin’s commands were working their way into her bones, reshaping her desires into something alien and hungry.

Three days later, in the middle of a modern Chinese history lecture, she felt it again—an invisible hand nudging her spine, pressing her to act. The professor droned on about the Cultural Revolution, but Zhang Tong’s focus had narrowed to a single, irresistible impulse.

Her fingers found the hem of her skirt.

She glanced around. The students beside her were scribbling notes, their eyes fixed on the projection screen. No one was watching. But that didn’t matter. The command came from inside, from a place she could no longer control.

Slowly, she tugged the fabric upward. The sensation of cool air on her thighs made her shiver. She lifted it higher, until the edge of her underwear—plain white cotton—was visible. Her breath caught. She tried to stop, but her hands kept moving, guided by a will not her own.

From across the aisle, someone was looking.

It was Mike—the same student from the library. He sat two rows away, his pen frozen mid-stroke, his eyes fixed on the exposed skin of her thighs. He didn’t smile this time. He stared, his expression unreadable.

Zhang Tong’s face burned. She yanked the skirt down, nearly tearing the fabric in her haste. Her heart pounded so loudly she could barely hear the professor’s words. *He saw. He saw everything.* And yet, the shame was mixed with something else—a wicked thrill, a pulse of heat between her legs.

She kept her head down for the rest of the class, but she could feel his gaze on her, a foreign weight that made her skin prickle.

Later that evening, Lin Yu sat alone in his cramped Beijing apartment, his phone pressed to his ear. Kevin’s voice was calm, almost amused.

“She’s responding well. Better than I expected, actually. The skirt episode today was a nice touch—completely spontaneous on her part.”

Lin Yu’s stomach clenched. “I didn’t want her to do that in a classroom. What if someone sees? What if she gets in trouble?”

“Relax,” Kevin said. “The whole point is to break through her inhibitions. A little public exposure accelerates the process. If you want the result, you have to accept the method.”

“I’m starting to think this was a mistake.” Lin Yu’s voice cracked. “I just wanted her to be more… open. I didn’t want her to humiliate herself.”

There was a pause. When Kevin spoke again, his tone had hardened. “You contacted me. You paid me. We’re past the point of second-guessing. If I stop the hypnosis now, the suggestions will collapse unevenly. She’ll experience severe dissociation, memory gaps, maybe a full psychotic break. Is that what you want?”

Lin Yu closed his eyes. The image of Zhang Tong lying in a hospital bed, unresponsive, flashed through his mind. “No.”

“Then let me work. She’ll be fine. Better than fine. By the time we’re done, she’ll be everything you ever wanted.”

The line went dead. Lin Yu stared at his phone, his reflection ghostly in the black screen. He had set something in motion that he no longer had the strength to stop.

A week later, Zhang Tong stood in front of her dormitory mirror, her eyes wide with alarm. Her breasts strained against the fabric of her bra, the underwire digging into her skin. When she lifted her arms, two red welts marked where the edge had cut in. She unfastened the clasp and let the bra fall, staring at her reflection.

The changes were subtle at first—a slight swelling, a tenderness that didn’t fade with her cycle. But now they were impossible to ignore. Her breasts had grown at least a cup size, fuller and heavier than before. The areolas had darkened to a deep brown, almost purple at the edges. She touched one, and a jolt of sensation shot through her body.

“What’s happening to me?” she whispered.

She thought of Kevin’s voice, soft and commanding in her ear. *Your body will respond to my words. You will become more receptive, more pleasing. Each cell will obey.* She had thought it was just talk, a metaphor. But now she could see the proof in her own flesh.

With trembling hands, she pulled out her measuring tape. The numbers confirmed what she already knew. She would have to buy new bras—larger ones, with more support. The thought of walking into a lingerie store, standing before a fitter, made her want to crawl into a hole.

But the command was already forming in her mind, a whisper that grew louder each second. *Go. Let them see. Let them measure you. You will enjoy their hands on you, the way their eyes linger.*

She grabbed her purse and walked out the door.

At the mall, she selected a few bras in size 34D—a size she had never worn before. In the fitting room, she undressed and tried one on. The lace cups cupped her breasts perfectly, lifting them into generous swells. She turned to the side, watching the way her body moved. The reflection looked like a stranger.

A soft knock came at the door. “Miss, is everything fitting all right?” It was a saleswoman, her voice warm.

“Yes,” Zhang Tong said, but her throat was dry.

“Would you like me to check the fit for you? Sometimes it’s hard to tell on your own.”

The command surged. *Say yes. Let her see. Let her touch.*

“Yes,” she heard herself say. “Please, come in.”

The saleswoman entered, her eyes quickly scanning Zhang Tong’s body. She reached out, her fingers brushing the underwire, adjusting the straps. “You have a lovely figure,” she said. “These cups are perfect. You fill them out nicely.”

Zhang Tong stood still, her heart racing, as the woman’s hands moved over her—professional, impersonal, yet somehow intimate. She felt a strange calm descend, a surrender that was almost peaceful.

When she left the store, the bras in a pink bag, she walked past a group of international students. Mike was among them. He saw her, and this time he smiled—a knowing smile, as if he understood everything about her.

She smiled back.

And deep inside, in the part of her that still remembered who she used to be, a voice screamed in silence.

The Abyss of Depravity

The command came through the earpiece, Kevin’s voice smooth as oil. “Walk to the hill behind the campus. Take off your clothes. Wait.”

Zhang Tong’s feet moved before her mind could question. The late autumn wind bit through her thin sweater, but she felt no cold. Only a warm fog that wrapped her thoughts in cotton wool. Behind the sports field, a gentle slope rose toward a cluster of bamboo. No streetlights here. The moon hung low, barely illuminating the grass.

She stopped where the path ended. Her fingers found the hem of her sweater, then her jeans. Each garment fell away without hesitation. The air kissed her skin, raising goosebumps—but the sensation was distant, like watching someone else shiver. She stood naked, arms at her sides, eyes open but unseeing.

Footsteps crunched on dry leaves. Voices, low and laughing. Three figures emerged from the shadows. The one in front was Mike, tall and broad, his skin dark as the night around him. He wore a gold chain that caught the faint light.

“Well, well,” he said, stopping a few feet away. His friends fanned out behind him, grinning. “Kevin said there’d be a surprise.”

Zhang Tong’s lips parted. The words came from her mouth, but they felt like someone else’s. “I’ve been waiting for you.”

Her body moved forward, hips swaying. She reached out and placed a palm flat against Mike’s chest. The heat of him seeped into her hand, and something deep in her belly stirred—a flutter that was not fear.

Mike’s grin widened. He grabbed her wrist, not hard, but firm. “You sure about this?”

“Yes.” The word slipped out like a sigh. “I need you.”

Behind her eyes, a tiny voice screamed. *No. This isn’t me. Stop.* But the voice was so faint, smothered by the velvet darkness Kevin had woven into her mind. She saw Mike’s face, felt his hands on her waist, and a wave of liquid fire spread through her veins.

He pushed her down onto the grass. The blades were damp against her back. His friends stood watching, whispering to each other. Zhang Tong did not care. Her arms reached up, pulling Mike closer. When he entered her, she gasped—not in pain, but in a shock of pleasure that arced through her like lightning.

Her body moved without instruction. She arched against him, wrapped her legs around his waist. Every thrust sent tremors through her core. This was nothing like the awkward, fumbling nights with Lin Yu. This was raw and powerful and yes—yes—she was falling apart.

The orgasm hit her like a wave from a dark ocean, drowning her in sensation. She cried out, fingers digging into Mike’s shoulders, her mind blank except for the pure, animal bliss. For that one moment, she was free.

Then it was over. Mike pulled away, zipping his pants. His friends laughed and clapped him on the back. “Told you, man. Asian girls are wild once you get ’em going,” one said.

Zhang Tong lay on the grass, breathing hard. The fog began to thin. She blinked, looked down at her naked body, and a cold tide of confusion washed over her. Why was she here? What had just happened?

In a dorm room three miles away, Lin Yu sat hunched over a laptop. The screen showed a grainy feed from a hidden camera he’d planted in the bamboo. He had watched everything. Every touch. Every moan. Every second of his girlfriend arching beneath another man.

His hands trembled. A low growl built in his throat. Then he seized the laptop and hurled it against the wall. The screen shattered, plastic shards spraying across the floor. He stood there, chest heaving, tears streaming down his face.

“No. No, no, no.” He grabbed his hair, pulling at the roots. This was what he had wanted. What he had paid for. To break her. To make her need what he could not give. But seeing it—the joy on her face—twisted something inside him into a knot of agony and rage.

He fell to his knees, sobbing. The remote camera was dead. He had no idea if she was still there, still naked, still smiling. The thought was a knife in his gut.

Kevin’s voice came through the earpiece in Zhang Tong’s ear, soft and satisfied. “You did well. Now stand up. Dress. Walk back to the dormitory. When you wake, you will remember only a pleasant dream.”

Her body obeyed. She pulled on her clothes with numb fingers. Her thighs were sticky. The scent of him clung to her skin. As she walked back across the campus, the night air cooled her face, but the heat inside her did not fade. It settled into her bones, a hunger that had been awakened and would not be silenced.

When she reached her room and lay down on her bed, sleep claimed her instantly. She dreamed of dark skin and gold chains and the crash of waves against a shore. When she woke the next morning, her memory was a blur of shadows and warmth. She could not recall exactly what had happened. But her body remembered.

Her fingers drifted to her stomach. A pulse throbbed between her legs. She felt empty, aching, craving something she could not name. She rolled over and buried her face in the pillow, a moan escaping her lips.

Somewhere, in a chat window, Kevin typed a message to Lin Yu: *Phase one complete. She is ready for more.*

Lin Yu stared at the words through red-rimmed eyes. He wanted to scream, to delete the chat, to undo everything. But his fingers typed back: *Continue.*

And he hated himself more than he had ever hated anything in his life.

Pregnant Belly and Lactation

Zhang Tong stood in front of the bathroom mirror, staring at the pale face reflected back at her. Her hand pressed against her lower abdomen, where a slight curve had begun to form. She didn't know when it had started—the nausea, the fatigue, the strange craving for pickled vegetables that she had never liked before. The pregnancy test lay on the sink, two red lines glaring up at her like an accusation.

She had not been with Lin Yu in months. The last time they had been together was before he left for his internship in Shanghai. And after that, there were only the sessions with Kevin, the black hypnotist who had wormed his way into her mind through Lin Yu's desperate arrangement. But she couldn't remember those sessions clearly. Memories came in fragments: the sound of a swinging pocket watch, Kevin's deep voice counting backward from ten, a strange warmth spreading through her body. And then nothing.

She tried to recall. Had Kevin touched her? Had she consented? The hypnosis commands had blurred the lines between willing and unwilling. Sometimes she felt as though she had floated outside her own body, watching herself obey, unable to stop. The worst part was that part of her had enjoyed it—the surrender, the release from the constant anxiety that gnawed at her. But now there was a life growing inside her, and she didn't even know whose it was.

Zhang Tong sat down on the cold tile floor, hugging her knees. The doorbell rang, but she didn't move. It rang again, longer this time, followed by the sound of a key turning in the lock.

Lin Yu stepped inside, his face drawn and tired. He had been sleeping on the couch in the living room for the past week, ever since Zhang Tong had started acting stranger. She would wake up in the middle of the night, her hands moving to her chest, muttering words he couldn't understand. And then there was the milk.

Zhang Tong hadn't told him about the pregnancy yet. But he couldn't have missed the changes in her body. Her breasts had swollen, heavy and tender, and there were dark circles under her eyes. When she walked past him in the kitchen, he noticed that her nipples were visible through her thin shirt—not just the outline, but the dark, coin-sized areolas that seemed to have grown overnight. And sometimes, when she leaned forward, a small wet spot would appear on her blouse.

"Zhang Tong." Lin Yu's voice was hoarse. He stood in the bathroom doorway, looking at the pregnancy test on the sink. "Is it...?"

She didn't answer. She just stared at the floor, her mind a fog of shame and confusion.

Lin Yu picked up the test, his hand trembling. "Whose is it? Is it... Kevin's?"

Zhang Tong flinched at the name. "I don't know. I don't remember."

"You don't remember?" Lin Yu's voice cracked. "How can you not remember?"

"Because you did this to me!" Zhang Tong suddenly shouted, her voice raw with pain. "You brought him here! You told him to hypnotize me! You wanted me to be... to be something I'm not!"

Lin Yu's face went white. He opened his mouth, but no words came out. He had done it out of desperation, out of a twisted sense of possessiveness and inadequacy. He had thought hypnosis would make her more confident, more sexually open, more satisfied with him. He had never expected this.

A notification pinged from Zhang Tong's phone on the counter. She picked it up, her body moving automatically, as if controlled by some unseen force. A message from Kevin appeared on the screen: "You know what to do. Start streaming in ten minutes. Don't disappoint your followers."

Zhang Tong's eyes glazed over. She set down the phone and walked to her bedroom, her movements mechanical. Lin Yu followed her, but she didn't seem to notice him. She pulled off her shirt and sat down in front of her laptop, which was already set up with a camera and a ring light. Her exposed breasts were full and heavy, the areolas dark and large like two coins pressed into her skin. And even now, a thin trickle of milk was seeping from her nipples.

"Zhang Tong, stop," Lin Yu pleaded. "What are you doing?"

But she didn't respond. Her fingers moved across the keyboard, opening the live-streaming app. Within seconds, viewers began to flood in—men with crude usernames, sending emojis and comments that made Lin Yu's stomach turn.

Zhang Tong looked directly into the camera, her expression blank. "Welcome, everyone. Tonight, I'm going to show you how much milk I can express. Please donate generously."

She cupped her right breast, squeezing gently. A stream of white liquid spurted from the nipple into a small glass bottle she had placed underneath. The viewers went wild. Donations poured in. Lin Yu stood frozen in the doorway, his hands over his mouth, wanting to scream but unable to make a sound.

After the stream ended—after Zhang Tong had filled two bottles and the viewers had dwindled away—she collapsed onto her bed, her body trembling. Lin Yu sat beside her, his face buried in his hands.

"We need to call the police," he whispered. "We need to stop this."

Zhang Tong looked at him with hollow eyes. "You can't. Kevin has all the videos. He said if anyone tries to report him, he'll release everything. Every stream, every session, every... every humiliation."

"I don't care," Lin Yu said, but his voice was weak.

"Then you'll be seen as a pimp," Zhang Tong said flatly. "And I'll be seen as a whore. And our families will see it. And the university will expel us. Is that what you want?"

Lin Yu shook his head, tears streaming down his face. "I didn't want any of this."

"Neither did I," Zhang Tong said. She turned away from him, curling up on the bed, her hand resting on her pregnant belly. "But it's too late."

The next day, Zhang Tong moved out of the dormitory. Kevin had arranged an apartment for her—a small, windowless room in a rundown building in the outskirts of Suzhou. Mike, a large man with cold eyes and an even colder demeanor, was there to receive her. He was one of Kevin's associates, and his job was to keep Zhang Tong in line.

Mike didn't say much. He just pointed to a mattress on the floor and told her to undress. Zhang Tong obeyed. Her body was no longer her own. The hypnosis commands were too deep, too ingrained. Every time she tried to resist, a wave of nausea would wash over her, followed by a feeling of floating, and then she would comply.

That night, Mike brought three other men into the room. They took turns using her, while Zhang Tong stared at the ceiling, counting the cracks in the plaster. She was pregnant, but that didn't seem to matter to them. One of them, a man with an ugly scar across his cheek, laughed and said, "The milk tastes even better now."

Lin Yu tried to call the police three times. Each time, he lifted the phone, his finger hovering over the dial button. But before he could press it, he would receive a text from Kevin: a still image from one of Zhang Tong's streams, or a clip of her in a state of utter degradation. The last text read: "If you want her to have any chance at a normal life, you'll keep your mouth shut. Otherwise, these videos go viral, and she'll never be able to show her face anywhere. Think about her future, Lin Yu. Think about the baby."

Lin Yu put down the phone. He sat in the dark living room, the weight of his cowardice pressing down on him like a stone. He had wanted to save Zhang Tong, but he had only destroyed her. And now, there was no way back.

Meanwhile, in that windowless room, Zhang Tong lay on the mattress, her belly swollen, her breasts leaking milk. Mike and the others had left for the night. She was alone, except for the baby inside her. She placed both hands on her stomach, trying to feel for a kick, a movement—something to remind her that she was still human.

A message lit up her phone: "Good job today. Keep listening. I'll be in touch."

It was Kevin.

Zhang Tong typed a response with trembling fingers: "Yes, master."

She had stopped fighting long ago. The hypnosis had seeped into her bones, rewriting her desires, her will, her very identity. She was now a vessel for Kevin's commands, a tool for his pleasure, a plaything for the men who came and went. And deep inside, in a place she still tried to protect, a small voice whispered that Lin Yu had abandoned her, that she was alone, that there was no escape.

She closed her eyes and let the darkness take her.

The Final Chapter of Regret

The autumn wind swept across the campus quadrangle, carrying the scent of damp earth and fallen leaves. Zhang Tong walked barefoot across the manicured lawn, her bare skin pale against the dark green grass. The swelling curve of her belly caught the afternoon light, casting a soft shadow across her navel. She moved with a dreamlike grace, her eyes distant and unfocused, her lips parted in a vacant smile.

Black international students lounged on benches near the fountain, their laughter cutting through the quiet air. One of them, a tall young man with a gold chain around his neck, called out to her in accented English. “Come here, little doll. Show us how you walk.”

Zhang Tong turned toward his voice, her hips swaying slightly as she changed direction. She approached him without hesitation, her arms hanging loosely at her sides. When she reached his bench, she knelt down in the grass, her knees pressing into the damp earth. The student reached out and touched her hair, running his fingers through the strands with casual ownership.

“You’re so obedient today,” he said, his voice low and amused. “Did your master teach you well?”

She nodded slowly, her eyes fixed on the ground. “Yes. I am obedient. I am his doll.”

Another student joined them, snapping a photo with his phone. The flash illuminated Zhang Tong’s glassy-eyed expression for a brief moment. She didn’t flinch. She didn’t blink. She simply remained still, a living statue awaiting her next command.

Lin Yu stood at the edge of the quadrangle, hidden behind the thick trunk of an old ginkgo tree. His hands trembled against the bark, his fingernails digging into the rough surface until they bled. He had taken the bus from his university, skipping three classes, lying to his roommate about a family emergency. He had to see her. He had to know if it was real.

Now he knew.

She was thinner than before, her collarbones sharp beneath her freckled skin, her ribs visible when she breathed. Her hair, once long and carefully brushed, hung tangled around her shoulders. And her belly—round and taut, unmistakably pregnant—pressed outward like a swollen secret. He had no idea how far along she was. He had no idea whose child she carried.

He wanted to step forward. He wanted to grab her arm, pull her away, scream her name until she remembered. But his legs refused to move. A cold sickness crawled up from his stomach, lodging itself in his throat. This was his doing. He had paid Kevin. He had given the command. He had handed her over like a piece of meat.

One of the international students noticed Lin Yu lurking in the shadows. He nudged his friend and pointed. “Hey, look. A little rat.”

Zhang Tong’s head turned slowly, following their gaze. Her eyes found Lin Yu’s face. For a moment, something flickered in their depths—a ghost of recognition, a spark of memory. Her lips parted as if to speak. But then the spark died. She blinked and looked away, her expression settling back into that hollow serenity.

She didn’t know him. She didn’t care.

Lin Yu took a step forward, his voice cracking. “Tong Tong. It’s me. Lin Yu.”

She did not respond. One of the students stood up, blocking his path. “She doesn’t want you, brother. She’s with us now. You should leave.”

Lin Yu’s fists clenched. Rage surged through him, hot and useless. He wanted to fight, to hurt them, to make them pay. But what right did he have? He was the one who had started this. He was the one who had paid a stranger to break her mind.

The student laughed, placing a hand on Zhang Tong’s shoulder. “Look. She’s happy. See the smile? She never smiles like that for you, does she?”

Lin Yu stared at her face. The smile was small, peaceful, utterly foreign. It was the smile of someone who had no worries, no memories, no regrets. It was the smile of a doll.

He turned away and ran.

Back in his dorm room, the walls felt too close. He sat at his desk, staring at the blank screen of his laptop. His hands were still shaking. He opened a new document and began to type.

“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I don’t know how to live with what I’ve done. She trusted me. She loved me. And I sold her because I was weak. Because I was jealous. Because I couldn’t stand the thought of her wanting more than I could give. Now she’s gone. She’s not even a person anymore. I see her body, but her soul is empty. And it’s my fault.”

He wrote for an hour, filling page after page with confessions, apologies, self-loathing. When he finished, he printed the letter and placed it on his pillow. Then he opened his desk drawer and stared at the small collection of pills he had been saving for months.

He held them in his palm, feeling the weight of each capsule. He thought of his mother. He thought of his father. He thought of Zhang Tong, walking naked across the grass, her belly round and full, her eyes empty of everything but obedience.

He couldn’t do it.

His hand closed around the pills. But instead of swallowing them, he pushed them back into the drawer and slammed it shut. He fell onto his bed, burying his face in the pillow, and wept until his throat was raw.

At midnight, his phone buzzed. A message from an unknown number.

“Game over. She’s my most perfect work. I’ll send you a video tomorrow. You’ll love how she dances for me. —K”

Lin Yu threw the phone against the wall. The screen cracked into a spiderweb of black lines, but the message remained burned into his memory. He lay on his bed, staring at the ceiling, knowing that he would never be free. He would carry this regret for the rest of his life—a dark tide that would never recede, drowning him slowly, day by day, night by night.

Outside, the wind picked up, rattling the window pane. Somewhere on campus, Zhang Tong was lying in a stranger’s bed, her eyes closed, her lips curved in a dreamy smile. She had no thoughts. She had no pain. She was empty.

And Lin Yu had made her that way.