The transport vehicle groaned to a halt, its hydraulic brakes hissing like a serpent's warning. Su Qing stumbled as guards pulled her from the metal compartment, the sudden daylight blinding after hours in darkness. Before her stretched rows of identical concrete buildings, their windows dark and unyielding. The air smelled of salt, rust, and something metallic she couldn't name.
"Trainee 7342," a voice barked. "Assignment to Camp Gamma. Proceed."
She moved numbly through the processing line, her body stripped, examined, and re-dressed in a stiff gray uniform that chafed against her skin. Her collar—the one from the orientation room—had been replaced with a heavier band, cold steel fused with a blinking light that pulsed in time with her heartbeat. Every few seconds, a low hum vibrated through her neck, a constant reminder of the control they held.
The barracks stretched before her, cot after cot filled with women in various states of exhaustion. Some stared at the ceiling. Others curled into themselves, hands pressed against their ears as if blocking out sounds only they could hear. Su Qing claimed the last empty cot near the far wall, her fingers tracing the thin mattress, the scratchy blanket.
"Stand up."
The voice came from behind her, crisp and without emotion. Su Qing turned to face a woman in a black uniform, her hair pulled into a severe bun that stretched the skin of her forehead taut. Her eyes were pale gray, like storm clouds, and her mouth formed a thin, bloodless line.
"You are Su Qing. Designation 7342. I am Instructor Ali. From now until your training concludes, I own every breath you take."
Su Qing held her gaze, refusing to flinch. "And if I refuse to breathe?"
Instructor Ali's expression didn't change. She stepped closer, close enough that Su Qing could smell her breath—faint mint, the lingering trace of coffee. "Then you will learn that the body breathes whether the mind consents or not. Follow me."
The training room was windowless, lit by harsh fluorescent bars that hummed overhead. In the center sat a table, and on that table lay what appeared, at first glance, to be a medical instrument. Clear silicone, curved at one end, molded into an unmistakable shape. Su Qing's stomach turned.
"This is the foundation of your service," Instructor Ali said, her voice echoing off the bare concrete walls. "The mouth is not for speech, complaint, or refusal. The mouth is a tool. You will learn to use it with precision, with endurance, and without resistance."
She picked up the object, holding it before Su Qing's face. The silicone was translucent, faintly slick under the lights.
"Kneel on the mat."
Su Qing's feet remained planted. "No."
Instructor Ali's eyes flickered, the first crack in her composure. "That was not a request."
"I understood it perfectly." Su Qing's voice came out steady, though her hands trembled behind her back. "And I refuse."
The room fell silent, the hum of the lights the only sound. Instructor Ali set the object down with deliberate care, then crossed to a panel on the wall. Her fingers pressed a sequence of buttons, and Su Qing felt the collar around her neck tighten, the metal warming against her skin.
"I was told you might be difficult," Ali said, returning to stand before her. "The system has protocols for such occasions. You will learn, Trainee. Either through instruction or through correction. The choice is yours."
Su Qing's jaw clenched. She thought of Butler Old Chen's face, the desperation in his eyes as he'd handed her off. She thought of her father's voice, the last time she'd heard it—calm, measured, explaining that she must disappear, that the family's enemies would kill her otherwise. *Survive,* he'd said. *Whatever it takes. Survive.*
"Then correct me," Su Qing whispered.
Instructor Ali's thumb pressed a button on the panel.
The shock came without warning, white-hot agony exploding from the collar down through her spine, into her limbs, her skull. Su Qing's body hit the concrete floor before her mind registered the fall, her muscles seizing, her vision dissolving into pinpricks of light. She heard herself scream, felt her throat shred on the sound, but the current held her, trembling and twitching like a broken machine.
Then it stopped.
She lay gasping, her cheek pressed against cold concrete, drool pooling beneath her mouth. Instructor Ali's boots appeared at the edge of her vision.
"The collar registers your heartbeat, your respiration, your muscle tension," Ali said, her voice almost gentle. "Every time you choose refusal, the system will recalibrate the shock—stronger, longer, more precise. You cannot win against it. You can only learn to submit."
Su Qing dragged herself to her knees, her body screaming in protest. Her hair hung in her face, wet with sweat. She lifted her chin.
"Try again."
The second shock was worse. Her vision went dark, and for a moment she felt herself floating, detached from the pain, from the room, from everything. Some distant part of her wondered if this was death, if she'd finally escaped.
But the darkness receded, and she was still there, still kneeling, still breathing.
Instructor Ali crouched before her, her expression unreadable. "You have spirit. That spirit is the last thing they will break. But they *will* break it." She stood, gesturing to the object on the table. "Now. Kneel. Begin."
Su Qing's body moved before her mind consented, instinct overriding resistance. She sank to her knees on the padded mat, her thighs shaking, her hands pressed flat against her thighs. The object sat before her, waiting.
"Take it in your hands," Ali instructed. "Hold it at the base."
Su Qing's fingers closed around the silicone shaft. It was cold, smooth, utterly alien.
"The tongue is your primary instrument," Ali continued, pacing behind her. "Pressure must be varied—firm at the base, lighter at the tip. The teeth must never touch the surface. They are to be covered by the lips at all times."
Su Qing stared at the object in her hands. Her stomach churned, bile rising in her throat.
"You will practice each motion thirty times before moving to the next. I will observe and correct. Begin."
She didn't move.
The collar hummed, a warning. Su Qing closed her eyes, and she saw her father's face, Butler Old Chen's trembling hands, the letters she'd hidden in her coat lining. *Promises to keep,* she thought. *Promises to keep.*
She opened her mouth.
The silicone touched her lips, and she gagged immediately, the taste of sterile plastic overwhelming. Her throat closed, her eyes watering. She pulled back, gasping.
"Again," Ali said. "Cover your teeth. Extend your tongue along the underside. Slower this time."
Su Qing tried again, forcing her mouth wider, her tongue flat and trembling. The object slid in, and she gagged once more, her body rejecting the intrusion with every instinct she possessed.
"Hold it. Count to five."
One. Two. Her jaw ached. Three. Saliva pooled at the corners of her mouth. Four. Five.
"Remove."
She pulled back, gasping, strings of saliva connecting her lips to the silicone. Her entire face burned with shame.
"That was acceptable for a first attempt," Ali said, her voice betraying nothing. "We have three hours. You will repeat this until you can hold for fifteen seconds without gagging. Then we advance."
By the end of the first hour, Su Qing's jaw had locked into a permanent ache. Her throat was raw, her tongue numb. She had managed ten seconds three times before gagging violently, her body purging everything in her stomach onto the mat.
Instructor Ali watched without moving, without speaking, only stopping to clean the mat between rounds.
At the two-hour mark, Su Qing's resistance had crumbled into exhaustion. She no longer thought of refusal, of defiance, of her father's words. She thought only of the five-second count, the ten-second count, the burning in her throat and the shaking in her hands.
"Fifteen seconds," Ali said. "Begin."
Su Qing opened her mouth, guided the object inside, and held. Her eyes squeezed shut, tears leaking from the corners. She counted in her head. Five. Ten. Twelve. Fourteen. Fifteen.
"Remove."
She collapsed forward, catching herself on her palms, dry heaving onto the mat. The object lay beside her, slick and discarded.
Ali approached, picking it up with two fingers. "You have made progress. Tomorrow, we practice with movement."
Su Qing lifted her head, her vision swimming. "Movement?"
"The tongue is a muscle. It must learn to work while the jaw remains still, while the throat remains open." Ali placed the object on the table. "You will also learn to suppress your gag reflex through weekly desensitization exercises. By the end of this month, you will be able to take the full length without resistance."
Su Qing stared at her, hatred burning through the exhaustion. "And if I can't?"
Instructor Ali's smile held no warmth. "You will. Or you will not survive." She paused at the door. "Clean the mat. Return to your cot. Tomorrow we begin at 0500."
The door clicked shut, and Su Qing sat alone in the humming silence, the taste of silicone and bile thick on her tongue. She pressed her fingers against the collar, feeling the steady pulse of its waiting power.
*Survive,* her father had said.
But this was not survival. This was a slow, methodical death of everything she had been.
She picked up the rag from the corner, dropped to her knees, and began to scrub her own vomit from the mat. Her hands moved mechanically, her mind blank, her spirit somewhere far away, watching from a distance.
In the morning, she would kneel again. She would open her mouth. She would count to fifteen, then twenty, then thirty.
And somewhere, in the cold depths of her despair, a tiny ember of defiance still burned.
She would survive this.
But she would never forgive.