The cicadas were screaming in the sycamore trees that lined the dirt road leading to the construction site, their rhythmic buzz rising and falling like the heat shimmering off the asphalt. Zhang Jie wiped the sweat from his brow with the back of his hand, then turned to look at Mengmeng walking beside him, two duffel bags slung over his shoulder, her small suitcase dragging behind her through the dust. Her cheeks were flushed from the walk, and a few strands of dark hair had stuck to the corner of her lips. She smiled at him, that shy, full-toothed smile that made his chest tighten every time.
“You tired, babe?” he asked, shifting the bags.
“A little,” she admitted, her voice soft. “But it’s okay. We’re here now.”
The construction site loomed ahead like a steel-and-concrete beast mid-construction, scaffolding wrapped around its skeleton, floodlights already blazing against the deepening orange sky. The dormitory building was a low, rectangular structure off to the side, gray concrete with barred windows and a metal door that creaked when Zhang Jie pushed it open. The hallway smelled of sweat, cigarette smoke, and cooked cabbage. Their room was at the end: Room 104.
He unlocked the door and swung it open. The room was narrow but clean, white fluorescent light flickering overhead. Three single beds lined the walls, each covered with a thin, faded mattress. The gap between them was barely twenty centimeters—you could reach out and touch the person in the next bed without stretching. A small private bathroom sat at the far end, a toilet and a rust-stained sink with a mirror that had a crack running diagonally across it.
“Not bad,” Zhang Jie said, dropping the bags on the middle bed. He tested the mattress with his palm. Firm, but okay. “We’ll put our stuff here. That’s ours.”
Mengmeng sat down on the edge, her hands smoothing the worn blue sheet. She looked around the room, her eyes lingering on the narrow gaps between the beds. “It’s tight in here. The other beds are so close.”
“That’s fine,” he said, grinning. “We’ll just whisper. Nobody will hear.”
She blushed and elbowed him lightly. “Zhang Jie!”
He laughed and pulled her into a hug, breathing in the scent of her hair—jasmine and something sweeter, something only she had. “I’m just kidding. But seriously, it’s only for the summer. We save up, and then we get our own place. You’ll see.”
Just then, heavy footsteps approached from the hallway, accompanied by a woman’s voice, high-pitched and cheerful. “This the room? Oh, look, it’s nice and clean!”
The door swung open. A middle-aged man with a square face and a pleasant, honest smile stepped in first, a worn duffel slung over his shoulder. He was stocky, with calloused hands and a balding head, but his eyes were warm and crinkled at the corners. Behind him came a woman in her forties, plump and smiling, her hair pulled back in a practical bun. She carried a small bag and a thermos. And then, behind her, a small figure shuffled into the room.
He was tiny—barely reaching the woman’s waist—with a round face, large eyes, and a thatch of messy black hair. His clothes were too big for him, and he clutched a stuffed rabbit that had lost one button eye. He looked up at Mengmeng with a child’s vacant, trusting gaze, and then he smiled, showing a gap where his front teeth should have been.
“Oh my,” Mengmeng breathed. She stood up immediately, her heart going out to the little boy. “Who is this?”
The stocky man, Li Yongqiang—Old Li, as he introduced himself—let out a hearty laugh. “This is my boy, Xiao Dou. Eight years old. He’s a good kid, but he’s a bit slow, you know. Born that way. Doctors said his brain didn’t develop right. But he’s sweet, ain’t he?” He ruffled the boy’s hair. “Say hello, Xiao Dou.”
The dwarf blinked several times, then shuffled forward, dragging the rabbit. He stared up at Mengmeng with wide, innocent eyes. “Pretty lady,” he said in a high, lisping voice. “You smell nice.”
Mengmeng knelt down so she was at his level. Her face was full of tenderness. “Hello, Xiao Dou. I’m Mengmeng. That’s a very nice rabbit. What’s its name?”
“Bunny,” he said, and then he wrapped his short arms around her neck in a clumsy hug. His body was small and warm against hers. She patted his back gently.
Old Li’s wife, who introduced herself as Aunt Wang, smiled warmly. “He doesn’t usually take to strangers like that. You must have a kind heart, girl.”
Zhang Jie puffed up a little with pride. He stepped forward and put an arm around Mengmeng. “This is my girl. Mengmeng. We just got married—well, not officially yet, but we’re engaged. She’s the best thing that ever happened to me.”
Old Li’s eyes swept over Mengmeng quickly—up and down, from her delicate face to her slim waist to her small, soft hands. His smile remained fatherly. “You’re a lucky young man. She’s a beauty. A real treasure.” He winked at Zhang Jie. “You keep her happy, you hear? A happy woman keeps a man strong.”
Aunt Wang laughed and set her thermos on the nightstand by the bed nearest the door. She claimed the third bed for her and Old Li. Xiao Dou’s bed was the one by the window. “We’ll be like a little family in here,” she said, clapping her hands together. “Get along, help each other out. Young Jie, if there’s anything you need, just ask. We’ve been doing this work for years. And of course, we’ll take good care of the little girl too.”
Mengmeng smiled gratefully, still holding Xiao Dou’s hand. “Thank you, Auntie.”
That night, after the other three had settled in and the lights dimmed, the cicadas outside continued their relentless chorus. Xiao Dou was curled up on his bed, the rabbit clutched to his chest, his breathing slow and even. Old Li and Aunt Wang lay on their bed, facing each other, a low murmur of conversation that eventually faded into silence.
Zhang Jie and Mengmeng lay on the middle bed, barely fitting on the narrow mattress. He pulled the thin blanket over them, then cupped her face and kissed her slowly. Her lips were soft, tasting faintly of mint tea. She wrapped her arms around his neck and sighed into his mouth.
“I missed you today,” he whispered, his voice hoarse.
“We were together all day,” she whispered back, a quiet laugh.
“Still missed you.”
He slipped his hand under the hem of her cotton shirt, his fingers finding the smooth skin of her stomach. She shivered. He worked his hand higher, over her ribs, until he cupped her breast. Even through the thin fabric of her bra, he could feel its firmness, the perfect weight in his palm. He unhooked the clasp with a single practiced motion—he’d done it a hundred times—and she let out a little gasp as his thumb brushed over her nipple.
“They’re asleep?” she breathed, turning her head to glance at the other beds.
“Yeah. Don’t worry.” He pushed her shirt up, baring her breasts to the dim light from the window. They were perfect—pale, full, with pink nipples that tightened under his gaze. The faint scent of her skin rose, musky and sweet at the same time. He lowered his mouth to them, licking and sucking gently. She arched her back, her fingers tangling in his hair.
“Careful, sweetheart,” she whispered. “Don’t wake them.”
He moved lower, sliding her shorts and panties down her slim hips. Her legs were long and smooth, her feet small and elegant, the toes perfectly shaped, the arches delicate. He kissed the inside of her knee, then her ankle, then the instep of her foot. She gave a quiet, breathless laugh.
“You like my feet?” she asked, shy.
“I like everything about you.”
He settled between her legs. The heat of her welcomed him. He entered her slowly, inch by inch, and she gasped, her nails digging into his shoulders. The bed creaked. He paused, listening. No sound from the other beds. He began to move, a gentle rhythm at first, then deeper, faster. Her eyes were closed, her lips parted, a soft moan escaping her throat.
Her body began to tremble beneath him. Her skin was damp with sweat, flushed pink in the dark. He kissed her neck, her collarbone, while his hips kept driving. She bucked against him, her legs wrapping around his waist.
“I’m close,” she whispered, her voice cracking.
“Let go, baby. I’m right here.”
She came with a shudder that ran through her entire body. A sudden gush of warmth soaked his lower belly—she always did that when she climaxed, a sweet, clear fluid that pooled between them. Her whole frame quivered, her breasts bouncing gently, her toes curling, her back arching off the mattress. She cried out softly, then bit her lip to stifle it.
He came a moment later, buried deep inside her, his face pressed into the crook of her neck.
Afterwards, they lay tangled together, sticky and breathless. He propped himself up on one elbow and gazed down at her. Her breasts were still slick with sweat, and tiny beads of milk had formed on her nipples. He had discovered her secret a month ago: she still lactated, even though there was no baby. The milk was sweet and fragrant, with a hint of honey. He lowered his head and lapped at her nipple, and she sighed, stroking his hair.
“You’re like a child,” she murmured.
“I love it,” he said between sips. “I could drink this forever.”
She blushed in the darkness. “Don’t let anyone know. They’d think we’re weird.”
“They’re the ones missing out.”
He suckled gently until the flow stopped, then kissed her lips, the taste of her milk still on his tongue. She snuggled against his chest, her ear over his heart. The cicadas hummed. The ceiling fan whirred overhead.
From across the room, in the bed by the window, a pair of small eyes watched the shadow of their embrace. Xiao Dou smiled in the dark, a smile that no one could see, his little hand moving beneath the blanket.
He turned over, facing the wall, and pretended to sleep.