The first thing Su Qingxue registered was the scent of damp earth and rotting leaves. Her eyelids felt heavy, and a dull throb pulsed behind her temples. She tried to move her fingers, but they scraped against coarse, unfamiliar fabric. The ground beneath her was hard, cold, and uneven—definitely not the silk sheets of her bed.
She forced her eyes open. Above her, the canopy of an ancient ginkgo tree filtered pale morning light into shifting patterns. The back garden. Why was she in the back garden? She never came here; the servants' quarters were behind this hedge, and she had no reason to soil her shoes on these gravel paths.
Sitting up quickly sent a wave of dizziness through her. Su Qingxue pressed a hand to her temple, then froze. The hand that touched her face was calloused, the skin rough and brown, nails short and unkempt. A faint scar ran across the thumb. This was not her hand. Her hands were pale, soft, perfectly manicured, the nails painted a delicate rose.
Panic clawed at her throat. She scrambled to her feet, looking down at herself. The clothes she wore were plain grey cotton, patched at the elbows, frayed at the hem. A servant's uniform. But more than the clothes, her body felt wrong. Shorter. Thinner. A subtle weakness in her limbs, as if she had never held a proper meal in her life.
"No," she whispered, and the voice that came out was not her own—it was softer, timid, with a slight tremble that made her skin crawl.
She ran. Her legs carried her through the garden paths she had learned from childhood, but the familiar turns felt alien from this lower vantage point. The main house rose before her, its vermilion pillars gleaming in the morning sun. Servants were already at work, sweeping the courtyard, carrying water. They glanced at her as she passed, but none bowed, none deferred.
"Where is my father?" Su Qingxue demanded, grabbing the arm of a passing maid.
The maid yelped and pulled away. "A Nu? Are you insane? The master is in the east study, but you can't just—"
Su Qingxue didn't wait. She ran to the east study, bursting through the door without knocking. Her father, Su Zhengnan, sat behind his rosewood desk, reviewing accounts. He looked up, his brows furrowing in irritation.
"Who let you in here?" he said coldly.
"Father, it's me! Su Qingxue!" She rushed forward, reaching for his sleeve, but he recoiled as if she were a diseased animal.
"Have you lost your mind, A Nu?" He stood, his tall frame towering over her. "Get out before I have you whipped."
"Father, please, listen to me! I don't know how, but something happened. I am your daughter. I woke up in the back garden in this body, but I am Su Qingxue!"
His eyes narrowed dangerously. He studied her face—A Nu's face—for a long moment, then waved dismissively. "Guards! This maid has gone mad. Lock her in the woodshed until she comes to her senses."
"No, Father, no!" She struggled as two burly guards seized her arms, dragging her backward out of the study. Her father turned away, already reaching for his brush as if she were no more than a distraction.
The woodshed was dark and smelled of mold and old firewood. The guards shoved her inside, and the door slammed shut, the heavy bolt sliding into place. Su Qingxue pounded on the rough wood until her fists ached. No one came. No one answered.
She slumped to the floor, tears streaming down A Nu's face. This was a nightmare. It had to be. Someone had played a cruel trick on her. But the dirt under her fingernails, the ache in her lower back from scrubbing floors she had never scrubbed in her life—it was all too real.
Hours passed. The sliver of light under the door faded from white to orange to grey. She heard the sounds of the household settling for the evening: clattering dishes, footsteps, voices muffled and distant. No one came to bring her food or water.
Then, just as the last light died, she heard footsteps approaching. Not the heavy boots of the guards, but the soft tread of leather-soled shoes. The bolt slid back with a metallic scrape, and the door creaked open.
A figure stood silhouetted against the lantern-lit courtyard. Tall, slender, with sharp shoulders and a composed posture that Su Qingxue knew all too well. Ling Mo.
"Ling Mo?" Su Qingxue's voice cracked. She scrambled to her feet, but her knees wobbled. "What are you doing here? How did you—"
Ling Mo stepped into the shed, closing the door behind her. The lantern she carried cast her face in golden light, revealing a faint, knowing smile. "I heard the most interesting rumor while visiting my father's business associates in town. That Su Qingxue had gone mad and was locked in the woodshed." She tilted her head. "But I found a very different scene."
"Something happened," Su Qingxue said, her words tumbling out. "I woke up in this body—A Nu's body. But I am Su Qingxue. Please, you have to help me. My father wouldn't listen. No one will listen."
Ling Mo's smile deepened. She reached out and touched Su Qingxue's chin, tilting her face up to the light. Her fingers were cool and deliberate, turning Su Qingxue's head from side to side as if inspecting livestock.
"Yes," Ling Mo murmured. "This is A Nu's body. I recognize the scar on her thumb from the time she cut herself slicing fruit for you. And that fearful little look in the eyes—that's A Nu too." Her gaze sharpened. "But the way you hold yourself, the anger in your voice... that is unmistakably Su Qingxue."
Hope flared in Su Qingxue's chest. "You believe me?"
"I believe that your soul is in the wrong vessel." Ling Mo withdrew her hand. "And I think that is a very interesting state of affairs."
"How do I reverse it? You have to help me!"
Ling Mo laughed softly. "Reverse it? Why would I do that?" She turned toward the door, pausing with her hand on the latch. "I came here to offer you a chance at survival, not salvation. The slave market opens tomorrow at dawn. Word has already spread that the Su family is selling a mad maid. You'll fetch a decent price, I imagine—young, healthy, pretty enough."
Su Qingxue's blood ran cold. "Slave market? No. I am Su Qingxue. I am the daughter of this house. They cannot sell me."
"They will sell A Nu," Ling Mo said calmly. "And since you are in A Nu's body, they will sell you. Unless." She let the word hang in the air.
"Unless what?"
Ling Mo turned back, her eyes glinting in the dim light. "Unless I buy you first. I have a little estate outside town, quiet and private. I could use a maid who knows the Su family's secrets." She stepped closer, her voice dropping to a whisper. "I could protect you, Su Qingxue. Keep you safe while you figure out how to reverse this. But only if you agree to come with me now. Tonight."
Su Qingxue stared at her. Ling Mo was her rival, the daughter of the family that had been trying to undermine the Su business for years. Every instinct screamed that this was a trap. But the alternative was the slave market, chains, and being sold to some stranger.
"Fine," she said, the word bitter on her tongue. "Take me."
Ling Mo smiled, a slow, predatory curve of her lips. "Good girl." She opened the door and gestured for Su Qingxue to follow. "Stay close. Keep your head down. And don't say a word until we're clear of the estate."
Su Qingxue followed her into the night, the woodshed's door left open behind them. As they slipped through the servant's gate, she glanced back at the Su mansion, its windows glowing warm and golden. Somewhere in that house, A Nu was lying in her bed, wearing her face, living her life.
And Su Qingxue was walking into the arms of her enemy.
The road ahead was dark, and the only light was the lantern Ling Mo carried, swinging gently as they walked.