The first customer was a wholesaler of construction materials, a man named Fatty Chen, who frequented the Bamboo Grove Pavilion every month and always requested the newest girl. The old madam personally escorted Shen Qingxue to the door of the private room, patted her shoulder, and whispered, "Be obedient, and you won't suffer."
Shen Qingxue stood there, her body trembling. She had tried to escape—three times in the past six hours. Each time she was caught and beaten. Her back still stung from the whipping, and her left cheek was swollen so badly she could barely open her eye. The coarse red gauze she wore felt like sandpaper against her fresh wounds. She had never been touched by anyone, not even held hands. In her twenty-three years, Gu Tingchen had only ever kissed her forehead lightly at their engagement banquet. And now, she was standing outside a stranger's door, sold by the hour.
The door was pulled open from inside. Fatty Chen stood there, naked from the waist up, his belly hanging over his belt like a sack of rice. He grinned, revealing a gold tooth, and grabbed her wrist.
"Come in, come in. Let Uncle see what goods the old madam got this time."
Shen Qingxue wrenched her arm back. "Don't touch me."
Fatty Chen's smile froze. His eyes swept over her, noticing the bruises on her face, and he laughed. "Oh, a wild one. Good, I like the fight." He seized her by the hair and dragged her into the room, slamming the door shut behind them.
She screamed. She couldn't help it. No matter how much pride and composure she had cultivated as Shen Group's heiress, none of it mattered when her scalp was burning and her feet were stumbling helplessly behind him. He threw her onto the bed. The mattress was thin, and the wooden frame hit her spine with a crack.
"Please," she said, her voice breaking. "Please don't—"
"I paid good money for you." Fatty Chen unbuckled his belt, letting his pants fall. "Just lie still and it'll be over fast."
"No." She scrambled backward, hitting the headboard. "I'm not—this is wrong. I'm not supposed to be here. You don't understand, I'm Shen Qingxue, I'm the heiress of the Shen Group, you can't—"
He backhanded her across the face. Her vision went white, and she tasted blood. The swollen side of her face exploded with pain, and she fell sideways onto the bed, gasping.
"I don't care who the hell you are," he said, climbing onto the bed. "Right now you're a whore I paid for, so shut your mouth and spread your legs."
She tried to kick him. Her heel connected with his thigh, and he grunted in anger. His hand closed around her ankle, and he twisted hard. Something in her knee popped, and she screamed again. He flipped her onto her stomach, pressing her face into the filthy pillow, and tore the red gauze off her back.
"Every time you fight, I'll add something." His voice was calm, almost cheerful, like a man describing his plans for dinner. "First, I'll soften you up a bit."
He got off the bed. She heard him rummaging through a drawer, heard the clink of metal. When he came back, he had a high-heeled shoe in his hand. It was one of the silver stilettos the old madam had issued to all the girls, part of the uniform. The heel was thin and pointed, at least four inches long.
"What—what are you doing?" Shen Qingxue tried to crawl away, but he grabbed her hips and pulled her back. She clawed at the sheets, at the wooden bed frame, leaving bloody nail marks on the wood.
"It's a special service," Fat Chen said. "I charge extra for this one. You should be flattered."
The heel pressed against her entrance. Cold silver against her most intimate flesh. She screamed before it even entered, screamed from anticipation, from terror, from the sheer degradation of what was about to happen.
Then he pushed.
The pain was unlike anything she had ever felt. It was not the blunt force of a beating or the sharp sting of a cut. It was a tearing, burning invasion, metal ripping through places that had never been touched, scraping against her insides. Her back arched, every muscle in her body locking tight. A sound came out of her throat that was not quite human, a raw, guttural wail.
"Shh, shh. Quiet now." Fat Chen pressed deeper, twisting the heel. "One more inch. There. Perfect fit."
She could not breathe. The world had narrowed to the point of pain, a white-hot star burning between her legs. Her vision swam, dark spots dancing at the edges. She was going to faint. She wanted to faint.
Footsteps passed by the door outside. Someone laughed—one of the other girls, probably. Another man's voice, deep and careless. Life went on outside this room. No one cared that Shen Qingxue was being broken apart on a cheap brothel bed.
Fatty Chen began to move the shoe in and out, slow and deliberate, using it like a toy. Her blood coated the silver heel, dripped onto the sheets in thin red streaks.
"Look at that," he said, leaning over to look. "Nice and tight. They always send good merchandise to me."
Shen Qingxue pressed her face into the pillow and silently said her own name over and over, as if it were a prayer. Shen Qingxue. Shen Qingxue. I am Shen Qingxue. This body is not mine. This pain is not mine.
But it was. Every nerve ending was hers, every torn muscle, every scrape of metal against raw flesh. In this filthy body, wearing a dead girl's skin, she was feeling the worst pain of her life.
Fat Chen didn't stop until she stopped screaming. When her voice gave out and all that came out were harsh sobs, he seemed to lose interest. He pulled the shoe out with a wet sound and wiped it on the sheet. Then he turned her over, spread her legs, and took her properly.
That part Shen Qingxue would later struggle to remember. Her mind had gone somewhere else, a safe room in the corner of her consciousness. She watched the ceiling crack sway above her, counted the water stains, listened to the rats scratching in the wall. She was not there. She was not this body. She was far away, sitting in her penthouse office, reviewing quarterly reports, drinking green tea from a porcelain cup.
When he finished and left, throwing a few crumpled bills on the nightstand, the old madam came in to check on her. She took one look at the blood between Shen Qingxue's thighs and clicked her tongue.
"First time with a rough one. Get used to it, girl. This is your life now."
She tossed a towel onto the bed and left.
Shen Qingxue lay there for a long time. The ceiling cracks had stopped moving. She was back in her body now, and she felt everything. The stinging between her legs, the ache in her knee, the raw places on her back. She forced herself to breathe, to count each breath as it came and went.
She would get out. She would find a way. She would take her body back from that parasite who was, at this very moment, sipping tea in her penthouse, sleeping in her bed, calling her parents "Mom" and "Dad."
The thought was a spark in her chest, and she held onto it like a candle in a storm.
Far across the city, in the Shen family mansion on the hillside, Su Mei was taking her third bath of the day.
The tub was enormous, carved from white marble, big enough for four people. Rose-scented bubbles rose to her chin, and steam curled around her face, soft and fragrant. She sank lower, letting the hot water loosen her muscles, and smiled.
This was what it felt like to be clean. Really clean. Not scrubbing herself with cold well water in the slave quarters, not sharing a rusted basin with six other girls. Hot water that ran endlessly from a gold-plated faucet. Towels as soft as clouds. Bath salts and oils and lotions, all lined up on a silver tray, waiting for her to use them.
A soft knock came at the door. "Miss Shen? I've brought your tea."
Su Mei's heart still jumped every time someone spoke to her through a door. A tiny part of her brain, trained from childhood, expected the voice to turn harsh, expected the door to be kicked open and a whip to crack. But that part was getting quieter. Each hour that passed in this body made the old life feel more distant.
"Come in," she said, making her voice cool and distant, the way she remembered Lady Shen sounding.
The maid entered, head bowed, carrying a tray of jasmine tea and small pastries. She set it on the side table and retreated without looking up.
"Is there anything else you need, Miss Shen?"
"No." Su Mei waved her hand. "Leave me."
The maid backed out, closing the door silently. Su Mei watched her go and felt a thrill of power. Yesterday, that girl could have slapped her for looking at her wrong. Today, she dared not meet Su Mei's eyes.
She plucked a pastry from the tray and bit into it. Almond and honey melted on her tongue. She closed her eyes in bliss.
After the bath, she wrapped herself in a silk robe and wandered into Lady Shen's closet. The word "closet" was inadequate. It was a room. A room bigger than the entire slave quarters she had grown up in, filled floor-to-ceiling with clothes. Dresses arranged by color, shoes in glass cases, bags hanging like art on the walls. She touched everything, trailing her fingers across silk and cashmere and leather.
In front of the mirror, she held up a crimson gown against her body. Lady Shen's face stared back at her. Perfect skin, not a scar or blemish. High cheekbones. Almond eyes that tilted up just slightly at the corners, giving her a haughty, elegant look. Su Mei had never seen a face like this in real life, only in magazines that the slave traders sometimes brought from the city. And now it was hers.
She laughed, pressing her hand to the glass. "You lucky bitch. Look what you left behind."
But even as she said it, a thread of fear coiled in her stomach. It wouldn't last. Lady Shen would find a way back. They always came back. In the market, she had heard stories of slaves who tried to run. They were always caught, and when they were caught, they were killed slowly, as an example to the others.
Su Mei let the dress fall and walked to the desk. A tablet lay there, unlocked. It took her a few minutes to figure out how to use it—the slave market didn't have electronics—but once she did, she found the contacts list. Hundreds of names. Business partners. Friends. Family.
And one name at the top, marked with a red heart: Gu Tingchen.
Her thumb hovered over the name. She had seen him before, once, at a distance. He had come to the Shen residence for dinner. Su Mei was twelve then, scrubbing the kitchen floor, and she had peeked through the crack in the door. He was tall and cold-faced, with hands that looked like they could break bones. Lady Shen's fiancé. The most eligible bachelor in the city.
Now he was hers. Or he would be, if she played this right.
She tapped the message icon and typed, her fingers clumsy on the unfamiliar glass.
<Gu Tingchen, it's me. I miss you. Are you free this weekend?>
She stared at the message for a long moment before deleting it. No. Too forward. Lady Shen would never say that. Lady Shen played hard to get; she knew that much from the servants' gossip.
She tried again.
<Gu Tingchen, I've been thinking about you. It feels like we haven't talked properly in so long. Would you like to have dinner?>
Better. Cool, but not cold. She hit send before she could second-guess herself.
The reply came three minutes later.
<I was just thinking of you. Saturday works. I'll send a car at seven.>
Su Mei clutched the tablet to her chest and laughed, giddy and afraid. She could do this. She could fool them all. Lady Shen was soft, pampered, spoiled. Su Mei knew how to survive. She had been surviving since the day she was born.
In a dank dungeon beneath the Bamboo Grove Pavilion, Shen Qingxue lay chained to a stone wall.
This was the "adjustment room," where the brothel broke the spirits of the girls who resisted too much. The walls were damp, streaked with mold and older stains that might have been blood. A single bare bulb hung from the ceiling, casting harsh shadows.
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