The autumn morning light filtered through the floor-to-ceiling windows of the Li Feng Group headquarters, casting long shadows across the polished marble lobby. Employees milled about with luggage and excited chatter, the annual company team-building trip a rare chance for relaxation away from spreadsheets and deadlines.
Su Wan stood at the edge of the gathering crowd, her heart hammering against her ribs in a rhythm that matched her carefully chosen disguise. A floral sundress that fell just above her knees, white canvas sneakers, and a soft pink cardigan draped over her shoulders. Her hair, usually pulled back in a severe bun, now hung loose in gentle waves, held back by a simple butterfly clip. She had applied her makeup with trembling hands that morning—lighter foundation, a touch of pink blush, gloss instead of her usual matte lipstick.
She looked, by all accounts, like a teenage girl.
The reflection in her bathroom mirror had made her stomach clench with equal parts shame and something she refused to name. Five years of conditioning, five years of breaking down the walls she had built around herself, and still the fear of exposure gnawed at her like a persistent rodent. But the risk—oh, the risk was intoxicating in its own terrible way.
"Excuse me, is this the Li Feng group building?" A young man's voice cut through her thoughts.
She turned to see him—tall, broad-shouldered, with a nervous energy that reminded her of a puppy uncertain of its welcome. His shirt was slightly wrinkled, his tie askew, and he clutched a messenger bag like a lifeline. Su Wan's breath caught in her throat.
*Su Hao.*
She had not seen him since he was fifteen, since she had sent him abroad for school, since she had made the impossible choice to protect him from the ugliness of her world. Now he stood before her, a stranger wearing her son's face, and she could do nothing but play the role she had assigned herself.
"Yes," she said, her voice coming out softer than she intended. "The team-building group. Are you new?"
"I started last week," he admitted, rubbing the back of his neck. "I'm Su Hao. The HR department said I could join the trip. Get to know everyone."
Parents, the email had said. *Bring your families. A chance for everyone to bond.* Su Wan had read the words and felt a cold hand squeeze her heart. She had no family to bring. The family she might have had was standing right in front of her, utterly unaware that the woman before him was his mother.
"I'm Su Wan," she said, skipping the title, skipping the formality. Let him think she was just another employee. Let him think whatever he wanted.
"Nice to meet you, Su Wan." He smiled, and she saw a ghost of his father in that smile, and she saw herself in the curve of his jaw, and she wanted to scream and laugh and cry all at once.
The boarding call came, a harried HR representative waving clipboards and shouting instructions. The crowd surged toward the buses, a chaotic tide of rolling suitcases and excited voices. Su Wan let herself be carried along, her body moving on autopilot while her mind churned.
At the registration table, chaos reigned. The HR rep, a woman named Chen Jie with spectacles perched on her nose, was trying to match names to faces. When Su Wan reached the front, Chen Jie looked up, squinted, and then peered at the list.
"Su Hao's daughter?" she asked, not bothering to hide her confusion.
Su Wan's blood turned to ice, then to fire, then to something warm and liquid that pooled in her stomach. She should correct this. She should announce herself, show her ID, demand the respect her position deserved.
She heard herself say, "Yes."
Beside her, Su Hao had frozen. "Wait, I don't have—"
"You're from R&D, right?" Chen Jie was already writing on a clipboard. "We'll put you in Room 204, and your daughter in 205. Family block. Makes sense."
"My daughter?" Su Hao's voice cracked. "She's not—"
"That's fine," Su Wan interrupted, her voice steady and sweet. "Dad, don't worry about it."
The word "Dad" left her lips like a poison blossom, beautiful and deadly. She watched Su Hao's face cycle through confusion, denial, and finally a helpless resignation that made her heart ache with a perverse tenderness.
Chen Jie had already moved on to the next employee, the problem solved in her mind. Room assignments marked, ticketed, done. Su Wan took the key card from the table and slipped it into her pocket, feeling its weight like a brand.
"I don't understand," Su Hao said quietly, stepping aside with her. "Why did you—"
"I'll tell you later," Su Wan whispered, and even to her own ears she sounded like a child sharing a secret. "For now, just... play along."
*Play along.* The words echoed in her skull as they boarded the bus. She chose a window seat, and when Su Hao hesitated in the aisle, she patted the seat beside her.
"Sit next to me, Dad."
The word was easier the second time. Less like broken glass, more like warm honey.
The bus growled to life, and Su Wan pulled out her phone. Her fingers moved with practiced efficiency, typing out an email to her assistant.
*Subject: Team Building*
*I will not be attending the team-building event this year. Please handle any urgent matters. I am dealing with a personal situation.*
*CEO Su Wan*
She hit send, then switched her phone to silent. The CEO was absent. The CEO was somewhere else, dealing with important things. The CEO was not sitting on a bus in a floral sundress, watching the city scroll past, inches away from the son who did not know her.
But Su Wan was here.
And for the first time in years, Su Wan wanted to see how far this game could go.
The bus hit a bump, and she let herself lean into Su Hao's shoulder. He stiffened, but did not pull away.
"I'm sorry," she murmured, so quiet it was almost lost beneath the hum of the engine. "I just... I wanted to be someone else today."
Su Hao looked down at her, something unreadable in his eyes. "Who are you, really?"
She smiled, and it was not her CEO smile. It was softer, smaller, the smile of a girl who had learned too early that the world demanded armor. "I'm just someone who needed a break."
The bus rumbled on, carrying them away from the glass towers of Li Feng Group and into the green hills beyond the city. Su Wan watched her reflection in the window, a stranger in a butterfly clip, and felt the familiar coils of her twisted desire tighten around her ribs.
She was the CEO. She was the mother. She was the little girl playing dress-up in a life that was not her own.
And she was beginning to enjoy it far too much.