The early autumn air in Kangcheng carried a crispness that reminded Yan Zheke of home, though the familiar scent of maple leaves and city dust was replaced by the strange perfume of foreign flowers and car exhaust. She stood at the window of her small apartment near the university campus, watching the sun dip below the unfamiliar skyline, her phone pressed to her ear.
"Done for the day?" Lou Cheng's voice came through the speaker, warm and familiar despite the thousands of miles between them.
"Just got back from training," she replied, a smile tugging at her lips despite the exhaustion in her limbs. "Professor Lin's class is intense. He doesn't care that I'm already a professional-level martial artist. He treats everyone the same."
"That's good," Lou Cheng said. "You'll improve faster that way."
She could hear the pride in his voice, that quiet confidence he always had in her abilities. It was one of the things she loved most about him. He never doubted her, never coddled her. He saw her as an equal, a partner in every sense of the word.
"I heard about your match against the non-human from the Southern Martial Arts School," she said, turning away from the window and settling onto the edge of her bed. "Three moves. You beat him in three moves."
"It wasn't that impressive," Lou Cheng said, but she could hear the smile in his voice. "He was overconfident. Left his right side open."
"Still. Three moves against a professional fifth-rank. That's something."
They talked for another hour, the conversation flowing easily between them as it always did. He told her about his training, about the new techniques he was developing, about the upcoming tournament that would determine his ranking in the national circuit. She told him about her classes, about the other students in her finance program, about the challenges of adapting to life in a foreign country.
When they finally said goodnight, Yan Zheke lay in bed staring at the ceiling, her hand resting on her stomach where the memory of his touch still lingered. They had only been married for three months before she left, and already the separation felt like an eternity. But this was the path she had chosen. This was the path they had chosen together. A year abroad, and then she would return to him, and they would build their future together.
She closed her eyes and let sleep take her.
---
The weeks passed in a blur of classes and training. Yan Zheke threw herself into her studies with the same discipline she applied to martial arts, determined to make the most of her time abroad. She attended lectures, completed assignments, and spent her evenings in the university's training hall, working through katas and sparring with the other martial artists in the program.
She was good. She knew she was good. Professional ninth-rank was nothing to scoff at, especially for someone her age. But among the international students at Kangcheng University, she was not the best. There were amateur-level martial artists who had been training since childhood, professional-level fighters from countries where martial arts were woven into the fabric of daily life. She held her own, but she did not dominate.
It was humbling. It was also exhilarating.
"You're getting better," a voice said from behind her one evening as she finished a cooling-down routine. She turned to find Mark, one of her classmates from the finance program, standing at the edge of the training mats. He was tall, with sandy blonde hair and blue eyes that seemed to catch the light. "I've been watching your sessions. Your form has improved significantly since the first week."
Yan Zheke wiped the sweat from her brow and gave him a polite nod. "Thank you. I've been practicing."
"I can tell." He smiled, and there was something warm in his expression that made her slightly uncomfortable. "You're dedicated. I respect that."
She had noticed Mark's attention over the past few weeks. He sat near her in class, always finding a reason to talk to her before or after lectures. He asked about her assignments, her training, her life back home. At first, she thought he was just being friendly, the kind of open, welcoming attitude that seemed common among the international students. But as the weeks passed, she began to sense something more beneath his questions, a curiosity that went beyond casual interest.
She had mentioned Lou Cheng once, casually, when Mark asked about her weekend plans and she said she was going to video call her husband. The word had hung in the air between them, and she saw a flicker of something cross Mark's face. Surprise, perhaps. Or disappointment.
" You're married?" he had asked, his voice carefully neutral.
" Yes. Almost four months now."
"That's... unexpected. You're so young."
She had smiled, the kind of smile that came naturally when she thought of Lou Cheng. "We're young. But we've been through a lot together."
After that, Mark's behavior changed. He was still friendly, still attentive, but there was an edge to his friendliness now, a sharpness that she could not quite identify. He asked more questions about her marriage, about Lou Cheng, about why she had chosen to study abroad so soon after getting married. She answered politely but vaguely, uncomfortable with the direction of his inquiries.
One afternoon, as they walked out of their financial modeling class, Mark fell into step beside her. "There's a party this weekend," he said. "At the Oakridge. Some of the students from the international program are getting together to celebrate the end of midterms. You should come."
Yan Zheke hesitated. She was not much for parties, preferring to spend her free time training or studying. But she had been in Kangcheng for over a month now, and she had made few real connections outside of her classes. Perhaps it was time to socialize, to build the kind of network that would serve her well in her future career.
"I'll think about it," she said.
Mark smiled, and the expression seemed genuine enough. "I hope you'll come. It'll be fun."
She decided to go. That night, she told herself it was a strategic decision, a chance to build relationships with her peers. But as she stood in front of her mirror on Saturday evening, adjusting the simple dress she had chosen, she felt a flutter of nervousness that she had not expected. She had attended plenty of social events in China, both before and after her marriage to Lou Cheng. But this was different. She was alone, in a foreign country, surrounded by people she barely knew.
She pulled out her phone and called Lou Cheng. He answered on the second ring.
"Hey," he said. "You sound nervous."
"Am I that transparent?"
"To me, you are." There was a pause, and then his voice softened. "What's going on?"
" There's a party tonight. With my classmates. I'm going, but I'm not sure I want to."
"Then don't go."
She laughed, the sound surprising her. "It's not that simple."
"It is that simple. If you don't want to go, don't go. You don't owe them anything."
She leaned against the wall, her phone pressed to her ear, and let his words wash over her. He was right, of course. He was always right about these things. She did not owe anyone her presence, her time, her energy. But she also knew that she could not hide in her apartment forever.
"I'll go," she said finally. "For an hour or two. If it's terrible, I'll leave."
"That's my girl," he said, and she could hear the smile in his voice. "Call me when you get back. If you need anything, I'm here."
"I know," she said. "I love you."
"I love you too."
She hung up and took a deep breath. Then she grabbed her purse and headed out the door.
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The Oakridge was a popular bar near the university, known for its cheap drinks and loud music. By the time Yan Zheke arrived, the place was already crowded with students, the air thick with the smell of alcohol and sweat. She found her classmates in a corner booth, already several drinks in, laughing and shouting over the pounding bass.
"Yan Zheke! You made it!" Mark stood up as she approached, gesturing for her to take the seat beside him. "I was afraid you wouldn't come."
"I said I would," she replied, sliding into the booth. The seat was sticky, and she tried not to think about what had been spilled on it earlier.
"Can I get you a drink?" Mark asked, already signaling to the waitress.
"Just water, please."
"Water? Come on, live a little." He laughed, but there was a pressure in his voice that made her uncomfortable. "It's a party."
"I'm fine with water," she said firmly.
He shrugged, his smile not quite reaching his eyes. "Suit yourself."
They talked for a while, about classes and professors and the difficulty of adjusting to life in a foreign country. Yan Zheke found herself relaxing slightly, despite the noise and the crowds. The other students were friendly, if a bit drunk, and the conversation was light and easy. She almost forgot her earlier reluctance.
At some point, Mark excused himself to get another round of drinks. He returned a few minutes later, a bottle of beer in one hand and a glass of water in the other. He set the water down in front of her.
"Thought you might be thirsty," he said, his voice casual.
"Thank you." She picked up the glass and took a sip. The water was cold and clear, with no aftertaste. She drank half of it in one go, suddenly realizing how dry her throat was.
Mark was watching her, she noticed. There was something in his gaze that she did not like, a stillness that seemed out of place in the chaotic energy of the bar. She looked away, focusing on the conversation happening at the other end of the table.
But as the minutes passed, she began to feel strange. The noise of the bar seemed to grow distant, muffled, as if she were hearing it from underwater. The lights blurred and swam before her eyes. Her limbs felt heavy, sluggish, as though they were filled with lead.
She knew what was happening. As a professional-level martial artist, she had trained her body to be acutely aware of any foreign substances. The drug was strong, but her system was fighting it, slowing its progress. She had maybe minutes before she lost control completely.
"I need to go," she said, her voice sounding strange to her own ears. She pushed herself up from the booth, her legs trembling beneath her.
"Are you okay?" Mark's hand was on her arm, steadying her. "You look pale."
"I'm fine," she said, but the words were slurred. "Just need some air."
"Let me help you outside."
"No." The word came out sharper than she intended, but she could not afford politeness. She pulled her arm away from his grasp. "I'm fine. I'll call a car."
She staggered toward the exit, her vision swimming. The bar seemed to stretch and warp around her, the faces of strangers blurring into indistinct shapes. She pushed through the door and stumbled out onto the street, gasping for air.
The night air hit her face, cool and sharp, and for a moment, she felt almost clear-headed. She fumbled for her phone, her fingers clumsy and unresponsive. She needed to call Lou Cheng. She needed to get home. She needed to—
A hand grabbed her arm, spinning her around. Mark stood in front of her, his face half-shadowed in the dim light of the streetlamp.
"You shouldn't be walking alone in this state," he said, his voice calm, almost gentle. "Let me take you home."
"I said no." She tried to pull away, but her body would not obey. Her legs gave out beneath her, and she stumbled, falling against him. He caught her easily, his arms wrapping around her waist.
"It's okay," he murmured, his breath warm against her ear. "I've got you. Just relax."
She tried to fight, to summon the strength that had carried her through so many battles. But the drug was too strong, sinking its claws into her muscles and her mind. Her vision darkened at the edges, and the last thing she saw before consciousness slipped away was Mark's face, his eyes dark and hungry in the dim light.
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